Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 会議
Since I died I added a new challenge that isn't as lucrative and the old one finished so I had to delete those tasks. I don't want a moody cat fight. I need my weed to enter the ether but I don't feel like it is appropriate right now, it is kind of like life gave me a stack of paperwork to do so even though I wasn't finished with what I was doing, I got to deal with this current blockage. I guess it is just that this house has no intuitive hits. It is like a dead zone. That's what she said.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Feelings
My friend asked me recently what I thought about him. It is a hard question to answer. I feel there were so many things that happened. Being with him is kind of respite from most of the chaos that happens around me. I don't even know if it will be ok to go to my grandma's house. I don't want to say I am using you because I care about your wellbeing.. The world calls me, death is assured. I want to be happy too, and I do like the idea of not always being terrified of things. But I know you won't take me where I need to go.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Dark water
I went walking around at night to look at the trick or treaters but found there weren't many. I think I got possessed by a demon while I was walking around. I was glad the children laughed though.. I kept walking away from them. I scared myself walking around. I knew I was going to find darkness tonight.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Maintaining
As most of you know, I have these things called "Human Tasks". Basically I make sure to get at least 4 things I need to do done a day. I don't put anything i consider work or lucrative in there as that is its own thing. It is usually something that requires me to leave the house or, is necessary to progress in life in some sort of way so, appointments and what not.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Brequette could've won
I was in a random discussion with a Spanish speaker about this... I don't remember how it came about, ah yes. I heard Håll om mig in the background of a Insta reel and made me remember how fun keeping up with Eurovision was. Then the distant memory of Brequette came back to me.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Beat
Dating Apps are a Lie
Hmm, I have taken to using the Facebook dating app as a way to promote my business and create connections. Some people are like, " That is not how you use it. It is for dating." But if you think about it, or from my experience, I have encountered it being used as just a chat app for lonely people just wanting to talk and have no direction or people using it specifically just for a quick sneaky link or finding a third partner for kinky people or what not. I have had people approach me just for those things and that, I would argue, does not constitute as dating. I'd like to think I am providing people a personal check-in and reevaluation for their life since they're probably stuck in a rut or addiction of some kind.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Ichy Body
I woke up today after staying up too late. I was talking to people on Hellotalk and fell asleep to piano music. I talked to a Russian boy about his plans and it's so sad, he's immensely talented and the stress of the world is leading him to want to hermit. I guess all creative get to that point eventually since we need time alone to find our inspiration. He's actually handling it better than I did so, I guess I don't need to worry about him as much.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
