Dark water

I went walking around at night to look at the trick or treaters but found there weren't many. I think I got possessed by a demon while I was walking around. I was glad the children laughed though.. I kept walking away from them. I scared myself walking around. I knew I was going to find darkness tonight.

I kept wondering if I'd find a dead body where Jacob passed me by on the trail we went down when he was Christina..

It is kind of sad but, I was more scared of being accurate than ruining my clothes. Like why would I need to prove my perceptions are correct? I have seen death face to face before, touched the lifeless cheek of someone who has passed. Who wants a gift like that? Ghosts come and bite you in your dreams after that when they know you're generous. They even try to make you feel what they feel. Yulia even cried to me from so far away. I am not saying it is my right to deny that, I am just saying... I don't know what hapiness I can bring to her.

I gathered horsetail for my grandpa, as I always do, but I didn't prepare it properly. You're supposed to boil it down for a tea, but I don't feel like my practices are supported here.. I saw many people walking in the shadows.

The ghosts are hungry. We prepare them food for when they return.

That made sense to me. I am sure he was lying or exaggerating but, I do think that is correct. I talk about talking to ancestors and such. I do not, they talk to me.. I didn't hear anything from Drew. I don't think I am on his frequency. When I was with Jimmy or other people, I heard voices..

Go by foot..

it was so strange to see that dark bubble around him. I thought maybe this was the Scorpio element in him presenting itself, but I don't know fully. He showed me in birth chart but... I feel it is too personal. I am not an astrologer. I don't believe in cross watching o

I am behind in my Human Tasks. I guess I've been playing around too much. My mom really yelled at me this morning.

I am not mad I haven't had a dream lately, I consider that a form of protection for the time of year now.

I just found out it is like the day of the dead week.

I need to buy a new robe, all of my robes are missing the tether or the zipper is broken. I mean at least they're not stained or anything.

When I die in Habatica, I had different rules or things I told myself. I decided that every time I die, I add a new challenge from the challenge section.

I forgot I died last week because I stayed inside for too long so, I decided to add there a new challenge. I take out the tasks once the challenge is gone. There is an option to keep the challenges after it is completed but, I don't see the point.

I've changed my timer to. " Be honest. "

I don't even know what I mean by that. I guess I figured it would be the time of big revelations or some sort of thing or just in general being an honest human being. That is what Habitica seems to be about.

The mushroom tastes like grass. It doesn't have any earthy nature to it. Perhaps it isn't ready to eat but I am still going to count it as taking my medicine.

Bleh, I feel like I need 5000 gold to have a decent vacation. I don't frugality is the answer, but I need to make more calculated moves.