Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Looking Chaos in the Eye and Saying “Try Me”
My mom returned home early. I guess I should put on some clothes to go to the bank. I am trying not to over think this and I still haven't washed my armpits because of the chaos but, I did clean up all the shit and piss on the floor and managed to pick up some garbage. But that wasn't enough, she's asking why I didn't clean the dishes.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Tarot and dreams
I talked to a tarot reader and she let me know about Neale Donald Walsch. It gave me some hope. I know that I can't be laying in the bed the whole time. I know after my hair dries, I'll have to put on my old clothes or something and get on with my day. I do think that perhaps I should spend sometime in the house today.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Bodyache
I was able to run some errands, I took some cans in got some money, I also put all my coins in the bank. It wasn't enough to pay for my phone bill but, I feel good that I was able to put some money in the bank. I actually finished all my tasks on Habitica too.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Mystery Items
I don't know why but I felt like, the last little bit of information I needed to ask Jahon was whether or not the bag of tomatoes on the kitchen table were from him or not. I only asked that because I half way wonder if my mom doesn't tell me when/if I get visitors, or I don't have faith in her doing that.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Avoiding conflict
I am stuck in my room and unfortunately none of the cool people are on Hello Talk right now. I also don't have any new updates of favorite channels on Youtube. I sort of want to take a shower, but I already took a shower with Yumiko... I didn't wash my hair so, I am debating taking another shower just to do that. Ah! I am a bit excited now, I just put two and two together. I need to keep writing and my thoughts will eventually get better. I have to have faith in that. I have faith in that.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
My only hobby
I think I just need to write here no matter what. Whether I am tired or sad or drained, I am just going to write here so I can at least say that I got my feelings out. All the things I can't tell people, all the things that people don't understand.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
