Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 施設
I just got back to my mom's home from Cedar Hills again. Unlike jail or other times I was in there, I didn't really keep a journal because my glasses broke and I didn't go in there with my contacts. So I was essentially blind most of the time.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 包み
I am still working on my Jail Journal but in the middle of doing that, I am trying to do some last minute shopping while I am away from home. Unfortunately that has made it sort of impossible to do. I should've known better than to send it to the hotel, I am not sure anyone here even got their degree in hospitality.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 6. Content Warning.
Last night's dream was a bit interesting. In one of them I saw a Kirin or giraffe creature that was quite supernatural looking It was just staring at me with these giant bioluminescent eyes, similar to what you'd see in night vision goggles.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 5. Content Warning.
I am annoyed. Not Being able to enter the Ether as easily anymore s doing that to me. These disturbing revelations don't really mean much to me as they are just shadows among the walls and the recesses of the inmates minds. Thank god my 6th house is in Leo, otherwise the stress of this place would've made me sick by now.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 4. Content Warning.
I thoroughly enjoyed last night's dream. I was shopping at a mall or something like that and I just so happened to see Chiro. Somehow we were both single and decided to leave together. Jahon came in like a jealous bad ass ex Russian boyfriend, trying to run into our car with a black kia or something. We evaded it which lead to a chase on the highway. We decided to go to the airport and flee to Japan.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 3. Content Warning.
I checked out 2 books, The Essential Kabbalah and Библия. The Kabbalah I feel is just a man's attempt to describe the ineffable through an Abrahamic lens. "The Anatomy of God", the 10 Sephirot, serve as some metaphysical system of the aspects of divinity, but even in the book they say the task is folly. They even made up some sort of unit of measurement: Parasangs. They attempt to describe it in physical measure, then ascend or descend into the fantastical. Maybe these old Rabbi were able to perceive multiple dimensions or something of that nature?
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Jail Journal: Page 1. Content Warning.
Unfortunately, I didn't have enough common sense to date all the tissues I wrote on while incarcerated so, the beginning of this series might be chronologically out of order, but I have managed to write up to 79 pages throughout my stay in jail. To clarify, I was in there for a misdemeanor for harassment so, didn't hurt anyone majorly. I was in custody for 39 days and kept my time by continuing to write. It was sort of my blessing and curse.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Criminal
Gnarly Roots
I managed to find my way to a downtown hair salon. I am contemplating changing my look more significantly but I am also kind of just wanting to focus on getting more hair care than anything. Color is necessary, care is sort of optional at this point so, I feel the luxury comes from someone else doing that for me.. I think I should just stick with the usual until I am for certain that I want to do something more bold like a grey-pink or something of that sort. I have always wanted more of a sleek look though the top of my head has always been a bit flat, so I usually need some sort of volume there to balance out my face.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 徹底的
I am just typing right now. I am going to keep typing so I don't listen to my mom tell me exactly whatever she is saying because it is pointless. She opened my mail which disturbs me. I am going to write down on my human tasks to go to the post office and change my mailing address.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
High demand
I have no idea why but several people were hot on my ass last night. Kind of like a fury of sexual desire and it was so odd because the person I liked really didn't even care or was more taciturn. I am not saying this arrogantly, I have options right now. I think most women or feminine people are like that right now, but for whatever reason it was coming off pretty strong last night. Like people sort of sending me ravenous messages like I was an oasis in a vast desert.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a year ago in Confessions
