Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 洗濯
I put on pants from the bottom of my laundry basket and they are obviously stinky but I am going to the hospital so I am feeling like I don't really care. I sort of want to put perfume but I am not sure if that is allowed or not. I even worried about the deodorant but I put a little on
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 鳴き声
It is the day before my procedure and I have been laying in bed all day doom scrolling. I decided to buy a pizza and with tears in my eyes I told myself, " You deserve to eat ". I'll probably cry until the pizza gets here but I really think I need to get it out. I have a lot I need to process so I am thinking I'll get to write a few stories here before I chow down on some pie.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 自己紹介
I had sex with a Filipino guy. It was sort of like heaven. He was just caressing me and kissing me so much, but looking in his eyes it wasn't love but he held space for me and I am really grateful for that. We did fuck without a condom a bit so I am worried about possible pregnancy ( highly unlikely ) and.... well I have HPV... I feel very ashamed I did that to him, he could have possibly contracted that and I would be the one who knowingly gave such a kind soul that. I could've waited until it was out of my system ( 2 years ) before doing anything like that.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 速攻
I slept with this guy named Bobby. He was this handsome half Japanese half white guy. He has a youtube channel with like 4k followers so that's neat but he's a complete tool otherwise. He just led me on and then proceeded to ghost me when I tried to follow up, thinking maybe the first time was just awkward but he did no such thing.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: しぶしぶ
It is my second day back at school and I am overwhelmed I am deciding to just bring my todo list from home so I don't slack off. I sort of wasted time last night binging Tinder and watching guys jack off. absolutely no one is good enough for even a one night stand so it was highly disappointing. On top of that I was crying about Jahon the whole time and really drained my energy. I guess I got so high I started regressing or something and I am just done.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 景品
I haven't thought about a word of the day yet. Even though today was supposed to be Japanese study, I didn't really bother studying any sort of list of vocab or grammar but I figure I could go through my old list and just refresh myself on things I already learned...
By Kayla McIntosh5 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 引っ越し
Sorry for not writing in a while, I have been very busy. I finally moved into my new apartment! I have already stayed 4 nights here and I am pretty happy about it. I get to eat and sleep when I want, and once my Luna controller get here from amazon, I will be able to play games as well.
By Kayla McIntosh6 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 鍵
So today I finally signed the paperwork to get into my new apartment, yay. I was told though, that the keys to the mailbox weren't left by the last tenant so we had to fork out 40 bucks to get a new one. While we were at the post office, I got my address changed as well, but my mom ended up losing her car keys to my grandma's car.
By Kayla McIntosh6 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: お疲れ様
I am back at Starbucks today. I had such a hard time sleeping last night since I had a brief psychosis involving Jahon. I really questioned whether Reo is good for me and whether I did like him. I think he wants to confess to me soon or is expecting me to confess but I think I don’t feel that way or rather I don’t know how to feel after all that has happened to me.
By Kayla McIntosh6 months ago in Confessions
