Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 電波
I don't think I can afford to write right now but I feel like, since I am not taking medication and also self medicating with weed, I need to take journaling seriously as a form of therapy. Since I am feeling very odd, even if it isn't "dangerous" I still feel I need to treat it as if I was in a full blown bad mood right now. I am not sure what I am upset about, I guess because everything feels pointless and I am not sure what I am going to do in my future. I mean that is something to complain about for now to take me out of the moment, but I really don't know what is going on. I am really thinking the celestial placements are causing this turbulence. My only solution though is to just ignore it until tomorrow, which... I mean, I have no better option in front of me at the moment.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 大混乱
I am sort of freaking out now because I my tutor canceled on me last minute. Not for tonight, I feel like I'll get my homework done on time. But I worry for my test on Wednesday. I have a very busy week ahead of me and I don't think I am going to have any time to study math properly.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 体操
I am sort of stressing right now and instinctively just started cleaning the house, the act of cleaning the house though is giving me some sort of energy. Also mixed with being a little buzzed, I think this is going to be the thing to get me through the night.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 数学
It's been forever since I've been on this computer. I have been using my school one too much, I think even past its capacity at times. I really need to double down on this one if anything since I don't feel comfortable about putting my bank info or other personal info that I kept on my personal computer. It might be better to put it on my work computer if anything.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 忘れる
I finally have a little bit of time to write here. I try to be lively and talk in the discord for my Japanese club thing, but it is like no one wants to use their Japanese or even just talk, it is weird. I mean I just sort of absentmindedly do it but really, their responses are little to none so I have no idea how to read the room at that point. I guess I just need to focus on finishing my tasks and I guess, I can enjoy talking to Rosa after class.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
