Word of the Day: 骨

I am annoyed with my teachers right now. My math teacher gives 0 credit for late work so, I have no idea why I am working on it now. I guess I just want proof that I did the stuff in case I take it to the advisor.

Even my Japanese teacher docked me points because I didn't make a dialog. I mean at least she did give me half points though, I am just asking for the same courtesy out of my math teacher. I mean like 1 hour late shouldn't be an automatic 0 points.

I guess I feel weird all around this morning. My mom dyed my hair yesterday which I am grateful for but she is always so sloppy with the edges.

I haven't decided if I will take Reo up on his phone call but, maybe I should. I think I should at least talk to him properly. My feelings are very neutral anyway so I don't think talking to him will affect me any way but it will probably bring me more clarity, which I think is worth it.

I don't even feel like going to the Japanese club today but I think it is just being annoyed with being graded down by both teachers today. I just want the weekened to start already. It will pass by quickly anyway. I think this weekend I will talk to Reo just to do that.

The irritation is growing in me though. Perhaps I should just go back to bed since I woke up at 5am today. I actually think I need to connect to the Ether now, more than ever. I mean I guess that is the same as Christians needing time to go over the bible and connecting with god, I think everyone can benefit from that meditation time.

I feel time going by faster so I don't think I can afford going to bed but I can probably take a shower. Ah, I don't have towels in the house right now so I can't take a shower. I guess the bed is actually a good idea.

I am finally listening to G right now, I haven't heard her in forever. I just feel so weird right now and I don't think any amount of weed or sleep is going to change it.

I hope I can even out before noon.

It is 11am and I still am feeling out of it. I guess I just got to get ready regardless of how I feel. I need to do my math homework but I guess I can make it tonight.

I took a gummy at 1pm and I am leaving at 1:30... that is calling it super close but, I think I'll be fine. I am just sort of suffering from this day already... there is crazy scorpio placements and just even if that wasn't a thing, I am in the middle of my period so my fatique is kicking into high gear right now and all I want to do is sleep. I feel bad I didn't do my math homework but I don't care right now I just want to get over today.

I did manage to watch the bulk of Sleepy Hollow. It is the epitome of halloween in my opinion so, I am glad I got to watch it on Youtube.

I don't know why I feel so... not drained but ragged. Like, I feel feral almost, but I am not. I don't have any sort of outbursts or anything, nor do I feel like doing that. I don't know, I think I just need to get this day done with already.