Word of the Day: 数学

It's been forever since I've been on this computer. I have been using my school one too much, I think even past its capacity at times. I really need to double down on this one if anything since I don't feel comfortable about putting my bank info or other personal info that I kept on my personal computer. It might be better to put it on my work computer if anything.

I am luckily not hungry despite not eating since I have been drinking a lot of tea lately. You have to keep an IV drip of it to keep it working like that though. If I let myself get thirsty for even a bit, I will get hungry.

I am 5 days behind in my Todo list, making me think I need to get more ahead of that this weekend. I am writing here too, almost reluctantly since I have 2 pretty important things to do today:

1. Laundry
2. Homeworks

I am giving myself time to listen to some tarot card vids and writing this. The todo list is slowly coming to me, almost as if I am at the base of a mountain looking at its peak.

I am a bit worried if I can't get the ingredients for the Inarizushi I am making for my club members. I hope there will be enough. I don't feel stressed right now though, it might be from actually attending to my todo list rather than just laying down in the bed.

I made buldak ramen, which I usually put cottage cheese over to reduce the spiciness but, I don't have any cottage cheese right now.

Yea, I have to doordash some cottage cheese. Now I have to think of other stuff I need just to make the trip worth it.

I hadn't realized, it has been a while since I checked my credit card account online. I quickly just deposited some more so I could have some on the balance.

I also bought some mike's harder lemonade. I figured, why not? I am going to be stressed this coming week, I deserve a treat right now.

I haven't figured out my personal computer problem yet so I am just sort of ignoring that issue for the time being. But it does bother me to have just an empty shell of a computer sitting on the couch arm. I sort of miss chilling on the couch with my computer and just doing like my, " Human tasks ".

I feel a lot of hassle and toll on my work computer and my school computer. I feel like I mostly can only relax on my phone and my personal computer so, with my personal computer down. I predict it will be difficult for me to distress or do things in the future.

Either way, I just have to adapt to it since I can't afford nor have time to change it.

I guess also there is the TV to destress but I almost feel like that is more luxurious time for me to spend, actually watching the screen and not just using it like a boom box/radio.

It is so funny, we have so many of the same sort of entertainment nowadays but now it is like any device can be what used to be 1 devices function. Almost like we have these bricks of anything, and we can make whatever what we want with it. We assign it purpose based on our convenience and need. We are chained to the internet but, it is a powerful current, that if we allow, can sweep us away in immense stimulation or burnout.