Word of the Day: 忘れる

I finally have a little bit of time to write here. I try to be lively and talk in the discord for my Japanese club thing, but it is like no one wants to use their Japanese or even just talk, it is weird. I mean I just sort of absentmindedly do it but really, their responses are little to none so I have no idea how to read the room at that point. I guess I just need to focus on finishing my tasks and I guess, I can enjoy talking to Rosa after class.

She is really cute. I hope her relationship goes well and she can find a job. It is really hard to have a long distance relationship so, hopefully she can find a way to make it work. I can't really offer her any advice since my relationships tend to dissolve. I guess just praying for her works.

I am not too worried about the Kanji test I need to take, I think I'll be fine but, since I ordered a strong coffee again, my stomach is acting up really badly.

I thought I had homework due last night but after looking it the module, I noticed it wasn't there. I guess it was actually due later? I hope I didn't get docked points secretly. I really am in Japanese mode so, I feel weird changing to math at this point. I think I should wait until after class, during the weekend to properly look at math again.

I feel so grungy. I haven't washed my hair yet, and I am for sure not going to do my make up today even though I have the time. I have been mostly just trying to take care of my body at this point. That is the main concern for me. I also haven't started my period and I have white/cream colored pants on so I am worried right now.

My mom is a little late so I am wondering if I should uber to Salem. That is a far distance so it would cost a lot. I could do it since it is a test, but I am going to wait until my timer is finished to make any decision.

It's been a while since I've written everything above this line.

I somehow got my self caught up in the Japanese club, I am now going to cook Inarizushi for like 20+ people so I don't know how that is going to go.

I am enjoying my weekend right now but now I am thinking that I need to actually get my homework in as quick as possible. I am going to give myself until the end of this story.

It is another week I haven't streamed. I did talk to someone in the Japanese club about streaming but then I eventually admitted to them as much as I am to myself now that, I simply don't have the time for that anymore.

It is kind of sad but I mean, it is all set up and ready for whenever I get back to wanting to do that. There is even kids in class who draw and stuff so I think it is fine. We all have a certain amount of time so, we get to spend it as we like.

My teacher taught me a new word, it is Setsuyaku.

It means to conserve or save on something. It's kind of like being thrifty or something because I was using the word Ketchi which means to be stingy, a bit of a negative connotation.

Either way, the sky is really pretty tonight.