Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the Day: 梨
I feel Yuuichirou for some reason, I don't need to talk to him though, it is probably because of the nerves. Ah yea, he was so stressed I think, he went rabid. Just flashback to memories, you know? I allow myself to process them here but, it is weird because processing them with Jahon, I can say them out loud, but the way he is perceiving everything is like that one tortured ghost on the subway from the movie Ghost.
By Kayla McIntosh10 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 小切手
I am too tired to be standing at my work desk right now. I have gathered a lot of time, which I am pretty happy about, and Jahon is asleep so I can relax for a bit. He got very sleepy from the indica so, I think he's finally napping properly.
By Kayla McIntosh10 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: お手洗い
Jahon helped me realize some things, I mean, yes he is trying to neg me and do word salad but that doesn't really bother me as, he is just attempting to gain the upper hand in a poor situation already, it is sort of a weakness of his, he lowers his guard only a little bit, I don't blame him, I didn't give him any reason to trust me. This is how he reminds me of my father. My dad was a weak man, but surprisingly spiritual.
By Kayla McIntosh11 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 子羊
I am just trying to talk to Jahon now and he keeps on talking about strange things, I think he is just testing my capability to do things but I am really maintaining my timer, I really have to live by that for real. I mean he is wanting food and stuff and I am like, " eat whatever is in the fridge. " Since he sort of passed out before we could go to the food court.
By Kayla McIntosh11 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: ホチキス. Top Story - December 2025.
I don't know the word for Staples. I remember I used to think that Hochikisu was an Onomatopoeia for a stapler rather than a brand name. I am pretty sure I already have this title as a theme, which is making me feel many sort of ways as Vocal is harassing me about payments currently.
By Kayla McIntosh17 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 小説
I have eaten quite a bit. I don't know if that is from SAD, actual depression or my body reacting to a possible fetus developing in my body. I am not trying to overthink that last bit, well either way I am not overthinking it, I am just trying to deal with not stress eating in anyway.
By Kayla McIntosh29 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 飴
since after my finals. I accidentally got locked out of my apartment last night because I wanted to go out. I told myself, " Just some BBQ sliders and 2 drinks and I'll leave. " half way walking there I realize, the keys were not in my purse and my feet were soaked because my sneakers are breathable cloth ones, not meant to be out in the weather with.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 平和
I feel like I already used this theme before. Oh well. The girl that is sitting across me right now gave this word to me. It is nice someone feels comfortable to be next to me. Every one is really friendly. I guess I just need to opportunity to be around people who aren't my family or lovers lol. Like just normal people, normal casual conversations.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 中二病
Wondering what I am going to do after class. I guess I should try to leave after. I came to the school, I figured I can just study here at least, get out of my house so I can clear my head but I find my body still very tired. I tried to buy a coffee but it just ended up making me jittery.
By Kayla McIntoshabout a month ago in Confessions
