Word of the Day: 四十二

I started this story for some reason. I think it was sports related. Like I could understand sports. Yea, I was in softball. My number might've been 42 or 44. I think I was 44. My brother called me " big mac " since I was a hefty kid.

I mean I am happy I did it but like, putting me as pitcher and left fielder must've meant something.

I don't really care about anything right now, I am just little bit annoyed and trying to collect my paper.

I have my scheduler, right? Before I used the todo list on there to represent what my mom would help me with. Sometimes I'd even put " Left me the fuck alone. " and had that count as 10 minutes on my master timer.

But I mean, I feel like I can't be giving out mercy points like that. I need to actually get stuff done, and maybe I need to start considering asking more than just her or have those points count toward more than just her.

I wanted to keep her in line as my worker but, I don't really need to worry about consequences, if she goes to jail, I don't care. I mean, yea. My family put me in jail.

My mom's phone isn't ringing and I go straight to voice message. Perhaps she blocked me, but since she asked me to watch the dog, I will have to go there at some point. It is on my Top Priorities but, I also have go to the store on that as well, I will be making that trip by foot.

I am making some attempts to write my todo list in Japanese as I need to practice and once you read the Hochikisu story, it will all make sense.

I don't know which of those will be published first but I am in frantic writing mode as also there is a third tab open for scholarships and I need to evaluate the trustworthiness of this site as well, as now my credit card is associated with that site and I need to make sure I didn't make the same mistake. My correspondence have been quite stretched and I am trying to utilize any sort of KPI I can.

Unfortunately, I am also questioning whether I should send my Milate information to my school. I mean I have thus far separated my work activities with the school so, I am not sure whether I really want my Milanote associated with it as it is also tied to a Patreon account which I would have to consider editing as well. I mean I could do the bare minimum to forward the information to the resume builders but I am not sure giving them editing privileges would've been the best course of action.

I absolutely hate that my phone number is used to access their website. It is far too personal. Also it is incurring data charges each time which is just about as bad as charging for print outs.

Now Note, a Japanese website similar to Vocal or Steam, is contacting me and I am debating if I should revive that account again, but knowing me, I probably attached it to my [email protected] email, which I was promptly banned from for some sort of violation of usage that was never explained to me, and as I didn't have a Japanese phone number associated with it, I couldn't recover it. Same with my Line account. So, the network, accounts, and other access was completely taken away from me. People say just make another account but, I feel like, there would be no point.