Word of the Day: 子羊

I am just trying to talk to Jahon now and he keeps on talking about strange things, I think he is just testing my capability to do things but I am really maintaining my timer, I really have to live by that for real. I mean he is wanting food and stuff and I am like, " eat whatever is in the fridge. " Since he sort of passed out before we could go to the food court.

His third eye is way open and I do recognize that from when we first messaged each other, it was like screaming at me in the text, like the emoji's all had a third eye present in them, it scared me a lot. Also we're connected in a weird way. I feel like he might have even been the one in my dream so long ago when I was in pain.

I will not write the name of that entity here because, it is very secret. I kept saying he was a djinn, maybe he is. He is a very odd development, he lies superficially but, a lot of his fabrications are accurate. He knew there were 2 people in the apartment next to us, and I think he could tell that I was with the Aquarius since we are both in the wind tribe, as it were. His whole family is, it is crazy, I mean I was around all Aquarius, so I know how annoying that shit is.

I don't know why but I feel some sort of way for Kenta to have replied to my happy new years. He never replied to anything I wrote before. But I didn't care since I had Jahon.

Jahon thinks I am mentally retarded but, that is not true. I just have had too much trauma so I can't process as I did when I was in my 20's. Also his processing of time was multi-dimensional so, I know he had a different experience on the couch.

Ah yes, I know that he'll eventually read this, he asked to read this before and... it isn't that I wouldn't want him to read what I wrote but, I feel like I do need time for it to be written, sort of like sending a letter in the mail, there is a lag time between the writer and the reader.

I think that is the only way it works out well enough. I know that it actually messed up my previous stories here, I doubt I could sue Uber, but I can at least go to the Bank and get some of my money back again. It will be a pain in the ass to get there.

I have to also consider how I look, which I don't normally do too much.

I do need to reply to my teacher's... I saw my IEP got pushed through some how, I thought I had to mentally.

Ah I started to channel for a bit, I mean I am sort of interested in doing that right now but I am also sort of wanting to tell a story. I am at 500 words right now, I don't think 100 words is enough to channel effectively, if that makes sense. I would need at least that to actually get going so... It isn't as important now. Maybe I can figure it out at the desk.

In the meantime, I am going to finish eating this yam that I cooked in the microwave. The pears aren't really good, or perhaps I want a different kind of pear. I remember when we picked whatever the fruit outside of house....