Word of the Day: 小説

I have eaten quite a bit. I don't know if that is from SAD, actual depression or my body reacting to a possible fetus developing in my body. I am not trying to overthink that last bit, well either way I am not overthinking it, I am just trying to deal with not stress eating in anyway.

I do need to clean the kitchen after a while. I might just stay awake until she shows up to make it a " day " basically. I did sleep quite a bit today so I feel like, staying up tonight wouldn't be a bad idea.

The thing sort of stopping me lately is my new headphones not syncing to anywhere but my phone is making it hard for me. It is like the bluetooth seeker doesn't even pick it up. Might be because it is automatically syncing to my phone but, it might be that way no matter what.

Yea, I ended up fixing it when I turned off my phone's bluetooth. It was just sort of stealing it away from the computers.

I am listening to Tasha reading tarot cards... I mean I know I am going to be up tonight, I am just figuring out what I want to do with that time. I guess I need to clean but, part of that includes taking out the trash and, I guess I like being warm in the house too much to really be receptive to doing that task. That is a bit harder on the todo list.

Also there is the whole, " Let's fill the bag completely so we're getting our money's worth out of it. " sort of makes me think it isn't needing to be done immediately.

Someone is sending you negative energy.

Yes, I know this... I feel it sometimes. I had to pour salt on my walk way to ward off evil coming in here. Especially since I don't have a lighter anymore, I have to think of other protection spells, and that is pretty full proof. Salt.

Tami is coming over today so I ordered a coffee. I didn't stay up like I told myself and just made yesterday a full sleepy day. But now that it is Monday, I need to at least act like I have a job, right?

Actually I probably need to check my schedule for school so I know when I need to log into my new class. Japanese is still at the Salem campus so, I don't have to worry about adjusting for that.

I need to write this. I mean I guess I can compile my themes while she is here. Probably writing in my blog would be a horrible idea. Oh I just had the desire to watch a tv show all of a sudden. I mean at least need to watch that 50 cent documentary, right?

I don't know why but I was like, " I need to talk to my mom right now. " I guess it is just treating today like the Monday it is, get coordinated as early as possible.

The message did manage to be sent but it was just to voice message.

I am listening to tarot again but... I mean, it is 18 minutes after the appointment so, I am considering just getting into the shower since I doubt she even remembered the appointment. I need to do my Todo list, regardless of the guest. I also put salt so, I feel like, it is probably warding her off. She doesn't need to come if she's not prepared for the meeting.