Stream of Consciousness
Word of the Day: 不倫
I think that the Ezra Miller guy... might not be a good choice. He has an ex wife he works with and a son with her. I feel like he actually is married. I... don't want to enter into something under those circumstances. I would never openly go after a taken man. Never. If I ever knew I was in an extra-marital affair, I'd end it immediately.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
My Mirror Spoke!
I didn’t realise how lost I was until the day my own reflection stopped recognising me. It didn’t judge me, it didn’t comfort me—it just stared back with a quiet disappointment that felt like a truth I could no longer outrun. That was the moment I knew: the person I had been pretending to be was finally collapsing under the weight of who I really was.
By Lori A. A.2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 交換
I don't really have time to spend the rest of the day recovering emotionally over being stood up. I mean, my body is sort of all fatigued now. I think being so excited for the Ezra guy, my body forgot to give me... ah no, I guess I was fatiqued when talking to him. It was part of the reason I took so many breaks in cleaning. I guess I just didn't notice it because I was so excited to prepare for guests. But, now that I don't have anything to look forward to now, I am just feeling the fatigue with nothing to ease the pain of it.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Writing is hard
Writing can be hard work, especially when you are not good with grammar or punctuation and spelling. I need help like Grammarly, but I just wish I were good at writing, knew the grammar rules and everything you want to know. Something sad, I’m bad at math too, but that's a story for another time, but I know a few rules when putting a comma, for example, apples, oranges, bananas and grapes, stuff like that and uppercase letters for the beginning of a sentence and city or country and names, little basic things like that, so pathetic (i don’t know why i’m telling people this).
By Shayla Rose-leader2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 逮捕
I found a new way to organize my Todo list a bit more effeciently so, I am looking forward to the productivity from that. I am pretty tired but thanks to the tea I have been a bit busier than I normally would be, plus I am almost done with my list which then means I will text my address to that guy.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 通販
I have opened another Vocal story up. I have to pages out now that I am working on but, I guess it is because as soon as I sat down to this computer, I felt like I didn't really have enough tasks to warrant using it really so, was like, " might as well write another page. "
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Here I Sit, My Foot Tap-Tap-Tapping
I don't know what I expected, but it wasn't the quiet, dense, anxious space between breaths I found myself waiting in. My arms are tired from the clenching of my fists and holding my elbows to the sides of my body in an effort to shore up what is soft with what strength I can muster. My feet are bouncing in a chaotic anti-rhythm of panic as I play the words over and over in my head where they echo in my heart. His pleas, my goodbyes.
By Maia Gadwall the metAlchemist2 months ago in Confessions
the weight of a quiet stone
A stone the size of my thumb sat in my pocket for years before I ever realized it was there. I don’t remember when I picked it up — maybe sometime around childhood, maybe earlier, maybe it was placed there before I learned to speak. All I know is that it grew heavier every year, pressing into my leg, shaping the way I walked without me even noticing.
By nawab sagar2 months ago in Confessions
