Word of the Day: 通販

I have opened another Vocal story up. I have to pages out now that I am working on but, I guess it is because as soon as I sat down to this computer, I felt like I didn't really have enough tasks to warrant using it really so, was like, " might as well write another page. "

I am sort of worried about being sick from the coffee but, I don't care.

It ended up being ok. Also my teacher is giving me a great deal. Basically if I can get my shit together by the finals I can get points. But basically I need to turbo study up until that point.

I woke up at midnight on Thanksgiving day. I am debating even going. I mean it is free food but... I am going to do cards. That will tell me what I need to know.

I later learned it wasn't even Thanksgiving. The guys in class were messing with my head. It is a competitive place. This is basically bullying at this point.

I am also trying to review all my story entries here and sort of edit the things I did twice of. Basically Vocal sort of doubles as my Vocab list and, well you can't just learn a bunch of new words, you have to review them too so, I need to make sure I didn't learn the same word twice.

I am a bit annoyed but I am... I guess it is technically not Friday anymore. I am just resting on the couch now so I am like, why can't I rest? But in reality I sort of wasted yesterday doing that. Also after working on Vocal for a bit, I found out that I need to just adhere to my Todo list more, and that my problem was when I was not doing that. (aka getting sick, falling into depression, etc. )

Because that whole system allows for breaks and such but, I just haven't been giving myself them according to that. I need to follow that for sure. Basically I was lacking faith in my own system.

Also if I adhere to this, basically my problem has been, I have submitted too many Vocal entries, past the To-Do List allotment so, perhaps this has developed some cracks in my time system.

I have 300 more words for today so I am trying to think of what I want to convey in this moment that will allow me enough mental resolve to get through my list so I can flip the page and get more vocal entry slots back, lol.

My stomach is upset a bit so I might need to lay down for a bit.

I am almost done with my tasks and I have actually accumulated a lot of extra time now. I can either spend it on meeting up with this one guy or I could watch a movie or I could stream. I don't know which I should do. I also kind of wonder if I could do a few things if he leaves early.

I am waiting until I finish my todo list to send him my address.

I am kind of nervous, I mean I know he turns me on like crazy with his pictures but, sometimes people are different in real life so, I am worried that all this heavy attraction I am feeling right now will just fizzle out when he comes over. I mean, either way I am going to adhere to my timer so, if he stays or goes, whether it is long or short, I just need to keep to that.