Word of the Day: ペットボトル

I am technically stealing from tomorrow's tasks to write this now but, I mean.. my period has been running me through the ringer. Not as bad as it can be though, but nothing light either.

I am also worried that the guy is just a catfish. I sort of ordered something on Doordash, well because like I said, my period is making me very tired lately so, I need food and caffeine to survive at the moment. I was hoping that I could see him though, on the off chance he chose to run my doordash order.

But yea, I feel like, he is most likely a catfish with how he replies and such. I keep a little delulu though, hoping I am wrong about it but, at the same time I am having to let go of the fantasy that, even if he is really who he is in his pictures, he might not want to have sex with me as much as he is claiming.

I just thought about reverse searching his pictures just to make sure he isn't a catfish that way. I would prefer it to be that he real and simply doesn't want to sleep with me, than him being completely fake.

I some how figured out how to take a screenshot of his picture and transfer it to my computer. We met on Facebook dating so, it wasn't like tinder that has an app for both mobile and desktop.

The thing is, I think I matched with him a long time ago, I thought he kind of looked like an alien. You know how sometimes hot people have this other worldly look to them? I still think that way about him but I am like Katy Perry - ET with it now.

I really want to post his picture so you all can see but, since I don't know if he is a catfish or not for sure, I don't want to ruin someone else's privacy.

I tried looking up his picture and there was no result. It makes me wonder. I hope this isn't Ai because, it is kind of too good if it is. Like that one African guy who catfished me had a very shoddy filter on and i was able to detect it right away. These pictures are too seamless. Like, if they happen to be fake, then I feel like the world is completely fucked up now.

He is texting me again and I am like... I need to stop now. I asked him to prove he wasn't a catfish and he was able to provide the proof so, visually, he is who he says he is. That being said, he is very much out of my league, leading me to wonder why is he talking to me so much? I mean, I am definitely the one texting more but, why is he even entertaining me? If he is just wanting someone to chat with in between dashes, I don't like the idea of it.

Right now, I am feeding my human. My mother brought vitamin drinks so, I am trying to see if that helps fend against my fatigue.

My human is so happy with the salt and sugar intake. She is very grateful for the sustenance. Especially hard now as I am on the rag. I hope I won't cause myself ingestion from eating so quickly. Or the quick contrast between the sweet and salty chemicals.

I am making more food right now as, well it is serving as also partial emotional comfort but mostly because it is cold and I want something warm.