Word of the Day: ムラムラ

I matched with this.. absolutely gorgeous man who happens to live in my town right now. He looks kind of like Erza Miller if you need a visual.

He's a Doordasher which makes me feel like it might be awkward in the future but, honestly, I am just sort of seeing it a possibly a better friends-with-benefits situation with him rather than Sebastian. He has heavy Scorpio vibes from him and my body is just extremely turned on by him.

He is coming over after I finish cleaning the apartment.

I don't care if it is messy, I can come over now.

I am really having a hard time concentrating on cleaning because my nipples have been so hard and sensitive after talking to him, Also my whole labia is tingling in anticipation. I feel sort of possessed but I made my conditions clear, he can only come over once I finish cleaning.

I do have things to do today. What would be too late for you?

Ah, now I am like, maybe I should just have him over so I can get the sexy time over with and I can concentrate on my Math and Japanese after that? I got the dishes done but the bedroom and bathroom were more important. No, my mental health and Human tasks need to be taken care of. He live in my town so we can connect whenever.

Ah, I just thought, " If I connect with him, I don't know if I can take it back or, it might become unavoidable. "

I mean, the last time I fucked a dude in town it was Drew and.. well it wasn't a mistake but, well... you can say it was a bit a waste of time.

That might not be good for a friends with benefits thing.. Either way, I am sure we'll meet up, and if we don't then I got my weed and homework to do.

I am wasting our time writing here though. But, I need to attend to my mental health even when I am not doing badly. Also like I said, my body is spasming and tingling with a lot of... pleasurable nerve endings being triggered... so I need to regain composure to finish my tasks.

Also I mean I have to consider my reputation sort of.. I mean.. Well, I am not looking down on Doordashers but, I do use that to buy at least 45% of my food so, it is quite possible he... could one day bring me food. And if it ends badly... Well I guess he would just know not to take my orders if that were the case, I think it is actually fullproof. This actually might be a very good idea. Just for school, I don't think forever. But.. I am not complaining at all if that were the case. I haven't touched him yet but, staring at his pictures activated me so much...

I guess it doesn't really matter. Now I feel compelled to finish this thought down to submission. This is mostly sex, it might just be sex, I don't even know if it will be good sex, he is just handsome... But I sort of feel like, I should be able to have fun with all the shit I've been through these past couple of weeks.

I am thinking of Noriko-sensei's offer to talk during the weekend, I wonder if I should do that instead or, if this sort of disturbs that offer. But... I mean.

Also to answer your question: I don't mind at all fucking you on your period.

This alone is making me squeal with glee.