The Schizophrenic Mom
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I am a mother of 2 precious angels who drive me slightly more crazy
than I already am with a diagnosis of schizophrenia.
When asked "are you crazy?!" my favorite come back is:
"yes! And I have the papers to prove it! How about you?" LOL
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Resilience. Content Warning.
This past year opened my eyes to what I have been told I am: resilient. But, up until recently, I didn't believe it. I mean, resilience is basically being good at adapting to challenging life experiences - and change has long been a difficult situation for me, so how can I possibly be resilient?!
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a year ago in Motivation
I Wish You Were Here
14 years ago today, you left us. I really wish that you were here right now to tell me that Jesus loves me and to remind me to trust in him, but... you taught your daughter well as she keeps reminding me. You'd be so proud of my Mom!
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a year ago in Families
Welcoming the Sabbath
Tonight is Friday night and at sundown, Sabbath began. I was listening to one of my favorite Christian playlists, while trying not to cry, and thinking back to something a good friend said, "good things come to good people." My life has been throwing one thing after another at me - which makes me feel insane and started to question if maybe deep down I am a terrible person who is just now getting what they deserve.
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a year ago in Journal
A Door, A Woman, and a Frightened Child. Content Warning.
There was only one rule: don't open the door. The individual holding my hand quietly asked, "why not?" I didn't quite know how to answer her as I felt myself shrink and the forbidden door grow ever larger.
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a year ago in Horror
I Love You
I remember the first time I love you slipped out to a girlfriend. She was supposed to be my best friend and used it to demand me spending money on her, used it to demand that we do what she wanted to because "that's what you do for people you love," and used it to demand that I give her emotional attention even when I was so drained after the death of my grandmother. I didn't love her enough to keep her friendship.
By The Schizophrenic Momabout a year ago in Confessions
