Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of the day: 初めまして
I managed to get some sort of questions written out so I look at least a bit prepared for the meeting today. It is only going to be an hour but I am not sure how it is going to go either way. I feel like, like with most of my commissions/gigs, the person is going to be unimpressed with my work and choose not to work with me any longer, but at the very least I feel like I can steer him in the right direction or get him thinking about stuff that might be useful to his goals.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day: 懐かしい
Yesterday I cried quite a bit but it was good tears, I was thinking of Jahon and how we both really fucked up our situation. We both were just high all the time and it was pretty toxic, but I do still feel connected to him too, spiritually. But I feel like it is such a far past for me, or my current circumstances are so odd. I don't know what to expect from anything anymore.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 22. Content Warning.
Looking at my picture on my card, I feel like I look just like my grandpa. I think the tediousness of each day is getting to most of us. Hell, this is probably more interaction that some have gotten while others seem critically low. Revelations at this point seem pointless. While I can't do anything in actually, at least I can chronical the days.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Criminal
Word of the day: いらいらする
I was warned that Mercury retrograde in Aries was going to be an irritating day. I made the mistake earlier thinking that it was actually a pretty decent day and that perhaps I experienced the phenomena earlier yesterday ahead of time.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 20. Content Warning.
I want to write more but I am pretty burnt out. I guess thanksgiving we're given a special meal and possibly even soda. I am looking forward to the soda. Since it is the 26th, it means there is only 4 more days of the month. Deebeelynn is set to leave that time and I'll miss her but, we all deserve to leave this place. Also, it will just be 5 days after that when it is my turn so, it is bringing me relief just thinking about it.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Criminal
Word of the day: 素直
I am at Starbucks today, I am planning on submitting a bunch of the Jail Journal entries since it is my mom's birthday and she invited her cousin who I think is the biggest gossip and fake in town. I don't care t be around either of them so the idea of watching a movie and eating chinese food with them is kind of, unbearable.
By Kayla McIntosh10 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 四面楚歌
I am going through paperwork and old calendars I saved. Last year I had a lot of people in my life and it was hectic. Looking back I feel like it was just a waste of time since none of those people really helped me get to a better spot in life. I did enjoy some of their company's but I feel like it was a lie most of the time. They were just paid to humor me without really caring.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day: 吸血鬼
My mom sucks the fun out of everything. I bought a new bed that is assembly required. I was doing it by myself for a bit before she came home and I was like " How fun~ " but I unfortunately needed her help when she came home because I didn't have a philips screwdriver and she then decided that she wanted to help me out with it. But all she did was complain and all of a sudden I found my body hurting and less happy about the project.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Confessions
Jail Journal: Page 19. Content Warning.
I finally had a dream and it was my niece Roxanne. There were magical components to the dream but, I finally met her baby and sort of felt sympathy for her pain that she must of went through to give birth. I looked deep in its eyes and told her about fostering character. We then went to get pizza. There was dancing and stuff but there happened to be a Dave & Busters aspect to the place we went to. Again, there was a pool like the other dream I had. Swimming in the pool, I found it super easy to swim in it, but there was a girl who found it even easier. Almost supernaturally she was swimming like a dolphin. They kind of looked like a better version of one of the 1000 lbs sisters.
By Kayla McIntosh11 months ago in Criminal
