Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 10 November 2025
10 November 2025 10:21 am I slept without the cpap mask after three hours of sleep where the results were backslided to 3 events (stopping breathing) per hour. I decided to sleep the rest of the night without it as it just annoys me when I backslide. I feel hungover. ie still tired. But I worked hard on my projects yesterday and my emotions were all over the place. So there is that! I think I stop breathing more often when I fall into exhaustion or get too raw and emotional. There seems to be a correlation there.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 6 November 2025
6 November 2025 … 8:10 am Another beautiful morning. Another day in “Paradise”. All systems a-go. All hands on deck…..navigating forwards. Untrammelled, unstymied, free to be me in all worlds, paradigms, culture clashes, vortices, dimensions.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 5 November 2025
5 November 2025 9:08 am “I came to fix the timelines but what I found was disarray, desecration of the human body and spirit, disloyalty, depression, oppression, suppression, treachery, cowardice, broken hearts, fractured minds and squalid denial. Even the gods (3i Atlas) accelerated away from Planet Hellscape. Planet Earth is Blue and there’s nothing we can do….”
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 4 November 2025
4 November 2025 12:05 am Tired by happy. There was a powerful Love (Corazon/heart energy) in the Brooklyn Standard tonight. I revelled in it ALL! Thank you, especially to Isa who is a gorgeous woman! Kind and honouring of this old wannabe Abuela! xxx
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 5 May 2025
… Lmao. I wrote in the hashtags on 23rd April 2023 “cover me in kisses” then I met a much too young aboriginal man who was sweet and kind and generous on 28th May and he did indeed keep kissing my cheek and massaged my skin cancer scars (which freaked me out a bit!). So I must be a bit psychic or something cos that came true very suddenly!
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 2 November 2025. Content Warning.
2 November 2025 10:23 am 2 November 2024 12:43 am when you finally realise “the spell is broken” and love ain’t real anymore. So you walk away. Hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. But it’s right and true. “Let the boy watch” indeed.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 1 November 2025
1 November 2025 9:26am a good sleep. Grateful Woman Here! (Breathing backslide but that is my new normal after emotional upsets!) I soldiered on and made a lovely plied lilac wool instead. Not giving in to the insanity of our zeitgeist or the hollow ghosts it has created has some small triumphs.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 29 October 2025
29 October 2025 29 October 2024 Jarrod visited me today. I wore him out with my choronzonic psychobabbling hypomania. He went home at 7 pm, utterly drained. Other then that we had a lovely day. He brought delicious gluten free cakes we had for morning tea at 11 am and I provided pate and Brie, olives and a lovely chutney with crackers. So we both grazed on our “Tanya Party”. It was good to see him.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
