Tanya Arons
Bio
I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 4 January 2026
4 January 2026 7:08 am … At 3:30 pm-ish I was toasting pita bread triangles with a fork over an open gas flame on my stovetop. Without even thinking I put the fork to my mouth and badly burned my lips. I heard the hiss of the hot metal hitting my flesh.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 3 January 2026
3 January 2026 8:25 am 3 January 2025 The breakfast of Queens. Lol. 2 events last night with my cpap machine. But not too shabby. What will The Tanya Become in another 6 months when she is “healed” from the sleeping sickness! The Tanya who is more awake and aware than most people, even when she was in a perpetual state of Dying?
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Morning epiphanies
Trigger warning: suicide, csa, domestic violence, grief, trauma, and unrelenting lack of real love or intimacy. > > Last night before I went to sleep I looked at the photo of myself, with my newborn Crystal who I had just brought home from hospital. I thought about the ravages of time and how deeply I have loved both my children. It almost bordered on insanity.
By Tanya Arons 5 years ago in Confessions
Titanium Woman
I am Standing in the middle of a maelstrom. A vortex. A tornado. In the stillness of hell that buffets me. I take a breath and remember. I am a cog in a wheel in the circle of life. My time is always Now. I am never too late or too early. I am always perfectly aligned with the machinations of the multiverse. A wheel within a wheel slowly Inexorably locking into place, in time and space.
By Tanya Arons 5 years ago in Psyche
The Dybbuk On The Roof
The Dybbuk on the Roof Chapter One “The roof....the roof is on fire” Trigger warning: csa, suicide, evil > > She tried to remember where or how the Dybbuk came to be a constant hobgoblin in her life. Divesting her of community, safety, even love partners.
By Tanya Arons 5 years ago in Horror
