Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 21 October 2025
22 October 2025 … … 1:44 pm I was just regaling the story to my hairdresser about my very first significant rebellion back in 2003 when I got dreadlocks because some elitist vicious sadistic cunts in my former Jewish community mocked and derided me for not upkeeping my foils, as at that time I could barely afford a hairdresser.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 27 October 2025
27 October 2025 4:44 am awake for the third time to pee. I put some icy cold water on the back of my neck to encourage my vagus nerve into higher functioning. I drank half a glass of cold water. I slept deeply but my bladder says “Rise and shine! It’s a new day!” so I have been overcoming, conquering autonomic systems on override.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 22 October 2025
22 October 2025 8:49 am here we go….Planet Earth. Another day in the slipstream of Someone Else’s Dreaming. Flowing into eternity….one breath at a time. From the Aleph and the Om, surfing the Tsim Tsum like a champion whale rider….we arrive. Wholesomely replete if not fully manifested.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 20 October 2025
20 October 2025 6:52 am I awaken to a pretty glowing light outside. The sun has gold in it today. I saw the spirit of a Native American woman just upon awakening. She had a red dress on. She was contemporary. No embellishments in her hair. I could only see her from the waist up..
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 26 October 2025
26 October 2025 10:28 am I woke up from an ancient trauma memory: a party at my home when my kids were teenagers and I was so fearful that the older boys would attack them that at 2 am I threw their door open to make sure the girls were safe. The boys were astonished at my lack of trust and the girls were embarrassed.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 23 October 2025
23 October 2025 3:00 am. I overstimulated my nervous system yesterday….so no sleep for the Mama T. I reviewed my videos from earlier this evening. Hilarious! Albeit triggering. It is what it is. I am proud of myself for reading that entire chapter with a very straight face.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 25 October 2025
25 October 2025 3:40 am lying in bed after a hot relaxing epsom salt bath. I hear a possum blithely scampering across my roof. Then the dull thudding sound of something thwacking it. My newly arrived carpet python visitor has scored a possum, I fear.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 19 October 2025
19 October 2025 … 9:48 am awake in the psychedelic dreaming, the hologram, the matrices of desultory delusions and barely contrived reality fields. Holding my own, one day at a time, one breath at a time. Breathing backslide from 0.9 but all good. My new mask is coming from the USA. It may improve my sleep apnoea…temporarily like everything else that is temporary in this Life, including life itself.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
