Shristi Pandit
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Raising my standards
I am raising my standards. Now, I just don't want a boy whose isn't clear about his feelings for me and says that I am just like his sister or someone who often shows up like a "Surprise, I exist" and act like they care about me, love me but doesn't give a damn about me and ignore me for weeks.
By Shristi Pandit12 days ago in Confessions
Just one more disappointment
I just don't know what's going on? It feels like I am struggling with everything. Why does God take away the things that I love so much? Why doesn't anything go according to my plan? Why do I have to work so hard for the things that I want and still fail but others who don't even try gets that thing so easily?
By Shristi Pandit23 days ago in Filthy
I felt loved.
For the first time I felt different. I felt like I don't have to pretend anymore. I was accepted as I was. Oldest friend of mine, whom I met after completing my 10th grade. I joined an institute that would cover the gap between 10th and 11th basically called bridge course. I joined the afternoon classes but it felt like my whole day was occupied. So, during last days, I changed my class time and shifted to morning classes.
By Shristi Panditabout a month ago in Confessions
Why should I care what people might think about me ?
I just felt what it is like to be when there's plenty of crowd around you, but you are still alone, trying to find a way out for your problem where, people actually care is about their problems, their life. Why would that matter even if I am found dead. Nobody cares actually. Do they? Why would they if I do not benefit them.
By Shristi Panditabout a month ago in Humans
Stay away from me
Stay away because you don’t deserve to hurt me, stay away because I no longer want to have anybody by my side, I am now willing to stand alone and face everything, stay away because I am going crazy and mad and all I know is nothing but how to fail. Stay away because I am tired of myself and i can no longer explain things that are going inside me.
By Shristi Panditabout a month ago in Confessions
SET ME FREE!!
Are you free? No, you are not. You were never free. You have lost in this world so deeply that you can't even imagine how being free will feel. You are so busy that you don't even have the time to discover what you really want and what really makes you happy.
By Shristi Panditabout a month ago in Writers
LIFE IS A MESS
I was searching for stability but I never found one. I tried to make things right by doing right things at the right time but it always felt like something is off and here, you go now you have surrounded yourself with another problem. The problem doesn't even wait for the previous problem to be solved. It's a mess. No matter how hard I try but I can't make things right.
By Shristi Pandit2 months ago in Confessions
Never let anybody tell You what you can and can't do
I recently watched a movie named "The Pursuit of Happyness" where happiness was spelled as "Happyness". I wonder how I came to watch this movie when I had no plans and never thought about watching this. And the most interesting thing was I didn't even knew that this movie existed.
By Shristi Pandit2 months ago in BookClub
THE AVERAGE
"AVERAGE" Not just an word but an emotion that connects many people. Being called an average has started to make me feel worst. I always question my self why am I average in everything I know how to cook but I am not extra-ordinary cook, I can sing but don't have a good voice, I can dance but not like pro-dancers, I study but still get average marks just be an average student. What does it take to cross the line of average that is not only ruining my confidence but also making me feel bad about myself.
By Shristi Pandit2 months ago in Motivation
The ILLUSION
Everything seems to be an illusion. The place where I am standing right now and everything that's happening. I feel like I merely exist there's some kind of truth that's hidden and everybody is too busy earning their livelihood that the answer remains unsolved.
By Shristi Pandit3 months ago in Humans
Truly Obsessed
The day when I learned what self love actually was!! On Sunday, when I was just walking around my house where people have installed their stalls for selling different goods like chocolate , accessories, clothes and so on. I went to one of the stall, where they were actually offering rides on cars. So, I brought the ticket from the counter and waited for my turn.
By Shristi Pandit4 months ago in Motivation
THE FEAR
THE FEAR that has stopped people from getting success. The one thing that comes when you try to do something new and that's normal nothing to worry about. The feeling that stops us from moving one step forward. Most of us are just walking the path that has been already walked by many people so, we can clearly visualize how our life is going to be. It's just an stereotype that you should complete your high school, go to university and then get a job, get married, have children and now you have the responsibility of your child, you need to give them proper care, education and every sorts of thing and while fulfilling that you forget about yourself. Your dreams now no longer exist cause you got to feed your child.
By Shristi Pandit5 months ago in Fiction
