LIFE IS A MESS

I was searching for stability but I never found one. I tried to make things right by doing right things at the right time but it always felt like something is off and here, you go now you have surrounded yourself with another problem. The problem doesn't even wait for the previous problem to be solved. It's a mess. No matter how hard I try but I can't make things right.

If I showed you the chart of up's and down's in my life. You would be so surprised to know that I have never been so high but I have been down so many times and curves feels like I am diving into the depths of the ocean and there's no way out. And, I hope that I get to rise and be at my fullest potential no matter how down I have been, how much struggle I have faced. I shall thrive to live the best way as I could.

Now, I feel I have realized that thinking someday you will be stable is just an illusion. Everyday, there's a new kind of chaos and new kind of situation but that's life. If we don't know what failure feels like, how can we tell, how success feels like. Even in that chaos if we start to live not survive, nothing can stop us from getting our life's chart up that is to become successful.

One day, we will leave this world behind and leave every single thing behind us even our success, our failures, our family and our friends, our problems and our memories. That day will be the day we will get rid of the mess and chaos. That's the ultimate freedom from human life. Now that you don't have the pressure to earn money, earn respect and uplift your family. You are a free soul, now you just observe.

Now, if you ask me even in that mess, what is the thing that can't be missed? and my answer will be simple, it's money. In every step of life, you will need money, even for your basic needs shelter, foods and clothes, education and even to have a healthy life. If you became sick by any change and need to go for checkup, first thing that you will need is money if not then you now what's next. I know there are few countries which provide free health services and education. But few is not enough. We need majority of them.

When you become Adult, earning money becomes your necessity. Without that you couldn't even survive one day. Now, you start doing side hustle, a job and part time jobs, business. Do you know what are you missing there? You are missing to live. You are so involved in the rat race that you forgot to focus and spend time with your family, friends and even yourself. And it's not life. To live life, you should be free. Free from everything.

And the main problem is, How do we skip the rat race? Isn't it weird that we work for years and years for others but still struggle to pay our bills. But now, it's time to work for ourselves and make our dream come true and doesn't matter how long it takes. You have already worked for others for years and years. Now focus on yourself and never give up. Have hope that you will make it more that what you thought and you will work towards getting what you deserve. It's time to wake up and instead of trying to clear the mess you should keep going and solve the problems that you have and Make sure that you do what is needed to be done.

AND, DON'T BE AFFECTED BY THE MESS. YOU CAN'T MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT. IT'S IMPERCTLY PERFERCT WHICH MAKES THAT EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL.