Raphael Fontenelle
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Horror movie fan trying to write decent horror.
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Things You Can't Say six. Content Warning.
Vet visits. When it comes right down to it, I never realized just how humiliating they can be. For the pet at least. I’ve never thought that a routine physical could be so invasive. The way that he’s groping makes me shudder. Despite how hard that I tried not to I do. Which he tries to soothe by giving soft little hums and strokes my side. But there is no way in Hell that I’m allowing him to calm me down as he touches me. It just makes me tremble harder as I stand on the exam table. Keeping my hands steady as I can when he looks down at me like I’m some scared child. Soft pats on my hips as he tries to keep me from doing something stupid.
By Raphael Fontenelle8 months ago in Horror
Queer Light of Truth. Honorable Mention in Pride Under Pressure Challenge.
There was a strange glow coming from your closet since last week. At first the light wasn’t too strong. When you woke up in the morning it wasn’t on. So, you shrugged it off as just a figment of your imagination. That maybe you had been seeing things, or it had been part of your dreams. Though the next night you found yourself completely awake and the light had grown stronger.
By Raphael Fontenelle8 months ago in Pride
Youth Is Calling
To Being an Adult, I quit. I’ve had enough of this being mature bullshit and having to keep a job. I just want to be a kid again. To go back to the carefree days that I don’t have to worry about bills. Or if I have a roof over my head. What kind of food will I eat if I get any at all. What I want to worry about is what kind of games I’m going to play.
By Raphael Fontenelle8 months ago in Journal
Things You Can't Say five. Content Warning.
After the anime is over, Master takes me upstairs. Instead of having me walk all the way upstairs on all fours, he carried me. Since I was tired from everything that has happened today. Not just the whole learning to walk on all fours thing. And trying to run like the animal that he wants me to be. That wasn’t really all that easy at all. A whole lot less easy than I had ever thought it would be. Not that I ever gave walking on…oh, who cares.
By Raphael Fontenelle8 months ago in Horror
Things You Can't Say four. Content Warning.
Playing with the toy was an unexpected delight for me. In so many ways. As I never thought that a simple crinkle toy could make me happy. I mean that’s all it is. A little ball of plastic which crinkled so satisfyingly. This just surprises me how much I’m enjoying the dumb thing. It just makes me smile as I swat the thing across the room. Running after it as fast as I could move. Well, ‘running’ is generous for whatever the Hell I’m really doing right now. It’s just really walking faster than I was doing before. At any rate, I’m trying to catch up to the thing as I smile wider.
By Raphael Fontenelle8 months ago in Horror
Things You Can't Say three. Content Warning.
The way that he spoke to me felt so damn patronizing. The whole ‘good girl’ thing was really starting to get under my skin. Especially the cooing tone that he was using to say every single damn ‘compliment’. It was really starting to piss me off. And this sudden urge to just hurt him was overwhelming for me. An idea to just headbutt him in the balls cropped up as I stood there. Eating the worst version of chili dogs that I had ever eaten in my life. It wasn’t terrible tasting but terrible looking. I dismissed the violent thought while I was eating my food the best that I could. There was no way in Hell that would go over well. He would retaliate with worse violence. After all the man can easily lift and carry me around like I’m a ragdoll. It makes me fear what he could do to me if he was properly angry with me and not just lifting me around.
By Raphael Fontenelle9 months ago in Horror
Things You Can't Say two. Content Warning.
I don’t know how many hours I was out for. All I know is that the man who captured me wasn’t in with me. Nor could I even catch a glimpse of him as I lay on the ground. Yet, his stench lingered in the air. My head still felt heavy despite how long it had been. Trying to get up, I tried to reorient myself. Everything about this place was horrifying. Whether or not that asshole was in sight or not. Every single noise that I heard made my pulse quicken. The shadows that surrounded me made me feel like they’d take a bite out of me.
By Raphael Fontenelle9 months ago in Horror
Watcher
He felt a cold sweat wash over him as his stomach twisted in a knott as he stared blankly at the tv. It had been over an hour since they got there, and they heard nothing more about his half-sister. Who was his dad's daughter from a previous marriage. The only one out of the two that Jean actually loved at all.
By Raphael Fontenelle9 months ago in Horror
Things You Can't Say. Content Warning.
When I woke up, my head felt like it was torn in half. My arms and legs were so numb. It took me a few moments to figure out what it was. Someone had tied my ankles and wrists together with something. Maybe it was just string. Maybe it was a wire. But I wouldn’t be able to tell right now. As they were both behind me. There was a thick layer of duct tape around my mouth. Despite how hard I tried to get it off, I couldn’t. Not even my own tongue could push it off. Which was something that I had remembered hearing about in some kind of book.
By Raphael Fontenelle9 months ago in Horror
Pool of Mauve
Starting to understand that I’m transgender was more difficult than I imagine. As I didn’t question my gender until I was twenty-seven. Or at least as far as I remember it was when I was twenty-seven. Maybe it was a bit sooner than that. But my memories are sort of failing me.
By Raphael Fontenelle9 months ago in Psyche
A New Life Awaits You
The best idea for humanity to continue itself is obvious. Everything that we know is digital nowadays. Ways we can communicate with others. Videos, chatrooms, and other such things. How we get our food ordered online along with clothes. Amongst other such wonderful things in life. Like candles, soap, and fidget toys.
By Raphael Fontenelle10 months ago in Longevity
