School
Word of the Day: 大混乱
I am sort of freaking out now because I my tutor canceled on me last minute. Not for tonight, I feel like I'll get my homework done on time. But I worry for my test on Wednesday. I have a very busy week ahead of me and I don't think I am going to have any time to study math properly.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 体操
I am sort of stressing right now and instinctively just started cleaning the house, the act of cleaning the house though is giving me some sort of energy. Also mixed with being a little buzzed, I think this is going to be the thing to get me through the night.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
My Life Story. Content Warning.
It all started as a two-week-old baby. At two weeks old I had to deal with my own immune system, and my immune system collapsed. I was on the verge of death. No doctor really understood what I had. They thought I was born old, because I had no hair, no eyelashes, not even nails. I was born with nothing. And my sister thought I was some kind of alien.
By MyStories3 months ago in Confessions
A Situationship. Content Warning.
October 15th It’s 2 AM. The city outside my window is a sleeping beast, all quiet hum and distant, lonely lights. I can’t sleep. My skin feels too tight, my thoughts too loud. It’s on nights like these that the memories don’t feel like memories at all. They feel like ghosts living just under my ribs, pressing to get out. And tonight, the ghost is him. Aarav.
By Chahat Kaur3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 数学
It's been forever since I've been on this computer. I have been using my school one too much, I think even past its capacity at times. I really need to double down on this one if anything since I don't feel comfortable about putting my bank info or other personal info that I kept on my personal computer. It might be better to put it on my work computer if anything.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 忘れる
I finally have a little bit of time to write here. I try to be lively and talk in the discord for my Japanese club thing, but it is like no one wants to use their Japanese or even just talk, it is weird. I mean I just sort of absentmindedly do it but really, their responses are little to none so I have no idea how to read the room at that point. I guess I just need to focus on finishing my tasks and I guess, I can enjoy talking to Rosa after class.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
The Day My Supervisor Said the Shahada
The Day My Supervisor Said the Shahada” (An Unexpected Journey to Faith) I had worked under Mr. Thompson for almost three years. He was the kind of supervisor everyone respected — strict, punctual, and professional. But behind that calm demeanor, there was a cold distance. He never joined us for Friday prayers, even though he would always excuse us early.
By waseem khan3 months ago in Confessions
“When Allah Closed the Door”
“When Allah Closed the Door” The night was louder than my heartbeat. Rain smashed against the hospital window as if the sky itself was crying with me. My father was in the ICU, fighting for his life. Machines beeped, nurses rushed, and I sat in a corner of the waiting room, clutching my prayer beads and whispering one broken dua over and over — “Ya Allah, please… please save him.”
By waseem khan3 months ago in Confessions
