Word of the Day: 専門

I am glad my aunt gave me this computer. It is only good for school, but I guess I appreciate it the monster. Ah I am channeling now. I am feeling negative energy and then when I look at the katakana I notice I made a mistake. I should've wrote katakana.

I should have never passed out those. I had no intention of teaching anymore. I just default to that and, I know it is annoying but, I guess I felt that was the only thing I am good at. I am completely into channeling right now. I am just going over my handout..

I didn't know everything so, I just tried to make something. I made mistakes. Maybe I should apologize, but I am not sure to who. For going over the Teacher? Going over the President? or hell, I could have said the Treasurer too but, that one I don't feel like I can.

I think I can't reconcile what happened in the past. Rosa knows, she knows and maybe that is why she is avoiding going to the club. I can't remember who I saw there... I am slightly getting paranoid. I think it is from not feeling good though.

I don't know anything anymore but, I think the mask will be good to wear. It's even for my protection. Nothing lost wearing it.

I think what my teacher was the most disappointed in was that I used ChatGPT.. I think Desmos is a good tool for Hard Science Specialists, but I don't know what it will mean to me, even though I did save it to my account . I guess I should try. Thank you Allie, I think she was being kind to me.

I am thinking I shouldn't use ChatGPT............ I need to actually study. I am having too much fun actually learning Japanese. I can do it. I know I can, even though I hurt right now, I can continue on. I hate switching to math again, but I have already passed my time 40 minutes already. An hour.

I can't remember if I have free time to write here now one more time, but I think I know the answer is no. I still have to do my review... I am glad I have my one sheet of paper. I am trying to be grateful for what I have.

I did organize the discord server as, I dunno, my last kindness. But I am for sure going to step down after tomorrow. These are the worst people imaginable. I can't stand them whatsoever. There has been some glimmers of good things and, I will try to take those with me, like helping Lucy and helping Brian feel comfortable. I can't speak to everyone but if I helped a few people, I am satisfied enough.

I am late with math but I am wanting to actually do what I need to do. I have 6 pages so far, I just need maybe... 6 more pages, lol.

I don't think I have any more space for Vocal right now, but after I submit this story then I will go check my todo list. I am wide awake at 3 o'clock in the morning. It is sort of a surge of energy back from when I was sick coming at such an inopportune time. I feel I can't waste it though because, I haven't felt this good in the whole week. I am also really excited for the weekend. I want to just, rest in my bed and... maybe watch a movie like I wanted to.