Stream of Consciousness
From Burnout to Balance:
Life at rock bottom isn't just bleak, it's heavy. For me, burnout started slow but grew into a constant ache I couldn't shake. I woke up already tired, my mind foggy, my body aching. Mornings felt like dragging myself through mud. Even small tasks—making lunch, sending a text, cleaning up—felt impossible. My home was a mess, my phone full of ignored messages, and my sleep a patchwork of tossing and turning. The spark that made life feel hopeful was gone.
By Wilson Igbasi3 months ago in Confessions
Handprints in the Sand
There’s an old poem called “Footprints in the Sand.” It ends with the quiet but powerful words — “I carried you.” No one truly knows who wrote it. Some say it was an anonymous poet; others believe it came from someone who simply understood faith and pain too deeply to take credit.That poem always meant something to me. I used to read it on the days when life felt heavier than I could carry. But recently, I began to wonder — why footprints? If the heart of the poem is about being carried, shouldn’t it have been handprints in the sand? Maybe it was never just about walking, but about holding. Maybe both hands and feet played their part in the journey.I’ve always been fascinated by hands — their shapes, their lines, their quiet stories. Each one feels like a small universe, unique and unrepeatable. Whether you’re a mystic tracing fate in someone’s palm or a detective comparing fingerprints, you know that no two sets of hands are ever the same.I learned palm reading when I was young. My own hands became my road maps, guiding me through years of change and growth. Both of them carry two distinct markings — a small triangle and the letter M. Some say those marks are signs of strong intuition and purpose. Maybe they’re right. But what I’ve noticed most is how different my two palms are. My right hand feels grounded in this world — the map of my daily life. My left hand, though, holds something spiritual, something beyond the physical.I could talk about each marking and ridge, but instead, I’d rather talk about what they’ve taught me about myself. Over the years, I’ve realized that my personality — my choices, my reactions, my kindness, my stubbornness — has shaped my path far more than any “line of fate.”People sometimes ask me, “Do you believe in God?” or “Do you believe in destiny?” And honestly, I do — but not in a fixed map sort of way. Destiny feels alive to me. It bends, shifts, and redraws itself as we walk through it. My palms have changed over the last fifty years, so why wouldn’t my fate?Still, some parts of me never change. I have worker’s hands — square and strong, the kind that hold on tight when things get rough. My fingertips are soft and rounded — the kind that feel before they act. A palm reader might say that means I’m both practical and deeply emotional. Maybe that’s true.My life lines don’t match. The one on my right hand runs smooth; the one on my left twists and breaks, shaped by years of family struggles, therapy, and learning to rebuild myself. Was that my destiny? Maybe. But it’s not the end of the story — not yet.Who am I? Where did I come from? Where am I going? I’ve asked myself these same questions for decades. For the most part, the answers stayed the same — until the last few years. Somewhere along the way, my perspective shifted. I started to see that change doesn’t destroy destiny; it refines it.In the end, I think of my life as handprints in the sand. Did I carry you, or did you carry me? Maybe it doesn’t matter. The waves will come and wash them all away — both the handprints and the footprints — but for a moment, they were there. Proof that we walked, worked, loved, and lived.Some people say life fades away like the lyrics from a song — “In the end, it doesn’t even matter.” But I can’t believe that. My left hand says otherwise. It tells me there’s another world — a mirror world — where everything we do here shapes what we’ll become there.Maybe that’s why people press their hands together when they pray — two sides meeting in faith. I don’t always pray that way, but I understand the meaning. I prefer to let each hand do what it was meant to — the left to dream, the right to do.And yes, I typed this story with both.
By MUHAMMAD IMRAN3 months ago in Confessions
When Hearts Speak Without Words
I met her on a rainy afternoon, the kind of rain that soaks you to the bone and makes the world feel both cold and alive at the same time. I was running late for work, clutching a coffee that had long gone cold, when I saw her standing under a broken umbrella, laughing at the sky as if the storm had arrived just to dance with her.
By Alpha Man3 months ago in Confessions
The Moment Our Hearts Met
I never believed in love at first sight—until the day I met her. It was a rainy Thursday afternoon, the kind where the sky seems to mourn everything you’ve lost and everything you haven’t found yet. I was running late for work, my shoes soaked and my coffee lukewarm, when I noticed her. She was standing outside a small bookstore, her hair drenched, her umbrella broken, laughing at the sky as if the rain had come just to dance with her.
By Alpha Man3 months ago in Confessions
THE DAY MY MOTHER TOLD ME THE TRUTH ABOUT MY FATHER
I was seventeen when my mother sat me down at the kitchen table, the same one where I had done my homework and eaten birthday cake for years. The afternoon light came through the window, turning the dust in the air into tiny floating stars. She had been quiet all morning, moving slowly, her face pale in a way that made me nervous. I thought she was sick, or maybe she had lost her job. I didn’t expect her to change everything I believed about my life.
By Alpha Man3 months ago in Confessions
THE NIGHT MY BEST FRIEND DISAPPEARED
It has been ten years since the night my best friend disappeared, but I still remember every detail as if it happened yesterday. The smell of rain, the faint hum of streetlights, the sound of her laughter fading into the dark. Some nights I still wake up hearing her voice calling my name.
By Alpha Man3 months ago in Confessions
Alessia Scita: The Essential Arithmetic of the Heart
I have always believed that wisdom can emerge from the most unexpected places—not just from the hallowed halls of academia or the boardrooms of power, but in the everyday conversations, in the quiet reflections of young people finding their footing in the world. When a young woman, someone like Alessia Scita, shares a piece of her personal philosophy with the world, it invites us all to pause and truly listen. Her observations, delivered with the clarity and directness that comes with truly seeing a truth for yourself, strike at the core of what it means to connect, what it means to love.
By Kate Hydeen3 months ago in Confessions
The Difference Between Hatred and Holy Intolerance
There is a dangerous confusion in today’s world. People are told that loving others means accepting everything they say, everything they do, and everything they believe. But love without truth is not love. It is surrender and cowardice disguised as compassion.
By Peter Thwing - Host of the FST Podcast3 months ago in Confessions
"The night of inspiration kicking in"
As inspiration kicks in, I feel myself feeling so tired on creativity overload, but I can not help myself, I just want to keep writing, but medication has been taken and it's really kicking in as in really kicking in with not enough time to begin my next writing venture with inspiration.
By Cryptic Edwards3 months ago in Confessions
