Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 18 October 2025
18 October 2025 6:55 am up and at ‘em. Fourth pee of the night. Shoulda coulda woulda had Botox but have chosen to stay poison free. Choices have consequences. But this is MY body and if I am to live in it, keep it safe…pristine…then this is how I have to accept it.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 12 October 2025
12 October 2025 8:41 am a moderately better breathing result although at 2:36 am it was 4.8. Hmmm I had a rough night. Peeing 5 times. I woke up at at 2:36 am to a huge thunder clap. Rain at last. Praise all the gods. Much needed. I had a lot of pain in my back scapula. Still have. It made it very painful to turn over in bed, even getting up to pee was very fraught. But I survived another baddd night.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 8 October 2025
8 October 2025 … My “Farmer’s Pick” box of fruit and veges arrived. I am so relieved as I am going out for lunch today and worried it would be outside mouldering in the heat. Perfect timing! There was asparagus, an eggplant, even a bit of ginger and a red chilli. Potatoes, small sweet potatoes, a beetroot (which stains my pee red for a week so I don’t usually eat that), broccoli, two mandarines, an orange and an apple. Two roma tomatoes.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 10 October 2025
10 October 2025 7:42 am 11 events of not breathing per hour. Farkkk! This means I need to buy a new cpap mask which cost $200. I was just getting my finances back in order…now this evil shit! Frankly I just hope I die soon. I am sick of evil perverted sadistic cruelties and constant struggle.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
Memories: 9 October 2025
9 October 2025 6:57 am awake in the 3D reality of another beautiful golden morning. A gentle awakening unlike yesterday’s savagery of the rattling, moaning, crunching of garbage trucks. Another day on “Paradise”. Happy Thors Day everyone. The gods are smiling upon us. It’s up to us to weave and wield our personal magic. Make it strong, true and loving. Co-create with Mother Earth and the gods.
By Tanya Arons 2 years ago in Journal
