Noshin Nisa
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Wandering around the waves of my thoughts, trying to find the canoe of words to save me from drowning.
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Fight Back Cronicles
I Yes I don't step into the kitchen, sorry mother, I don't pick the broom and take RESPONSIBILITIES, sorry mother, but that doesn't negate me, that doesn't negate my dreams like you all have crushed them like garbage to survive some lifestyle.
By Noshin Nisa9 months ago in Psyche
Dear Concern
Dear concerns You gave me a dream, a dream of becoming something I thought I was meant for but never really prepared. You were so washed away by my goodness that even your expert eyes couldn't see how unprepared I was. You were proud of me; I was proud to make you proud. I dreamed of making you more proud, happier, as I looked up to you, I wanted to become you, you were the shining star that I wanted to reach. Then I slipped one day, the weight of my own expectation was too much, so I made a mistake. I had the ultimate chance to get one step closer to you, to becoming you, but I messed it up, for the first and the only and the most significant time, I messed it up, and I embarrassed you, I failed you, I defeated myself by shaming you with my failure. With my goodness, with my achievements, you were with me. With my one sole single downfall, you were not anymore. I didn't need your practical help, I didn't need your referral, I didn't need your acceptance or confirmation, I didn't need your favor, I only needed your support, the assurance that one thing does not negate everything else, that even if I was bad at that time, I was still good enough, I was still valid, it was a slip, not an eternal fall, that it was a barrier not an end, that's all I needed from you. But you abandoned me.
By Noshin Nisa10 months ago in Confessions
Ramblings
I These lights always excite me, but also give some kind of sadness. The tint of sparky yellow twinkling in trillions, I felt like they're levitating me, I felt like I'm immersing in them. Then the sadness, because these are just some artificial lights hanging over there, waiting to be put off, nothing is coming out of it to ascend me with them.
By Noshin Nisa10 months ago in Confessions
