I am a writer, passionate about mental health, collecting her floating thoughts on a page.
Dear ocean, When will the trials cease? When have I passed your tests? You are breaking me to pieces Ocean. Have I not grown enough in your eyes?
By Bsparkx6 months ago in Poets
I haven't had breakfast like this since the world collapsed - except the world didn't collapse. I can see both the structure of my life
By Bsparkx7 months ago in Poets
I feel too organic for this chess game. Every good morning and goodnight feels so calculated and rigid. Meanwhile the vines growing from my heart prepare to threaten my arteries.
By Bsparkx8 months ago in Poets
A people pleaser will be good at hiding her tears she will choke back the sobs until she's red in the face and quietly gasping for air.
By Bsparkxabout a year ago in Poets
I keep waiting for others to bring me to life To put oxygen in my lungs Because to breathe is so hard when the air around me feels so thick.
By Bsparkx3 years ago in Poets
I've never been one to burn bridges, cut contact or let go. I've always been one to forgive and forgive and forgive I've always been one to bend, so far that I almost break
Anxiety wraps its claws around my neck, Tells me I'm not allowed to breathe; Only confident people are allowed to breathe.
Tell me I am not reaching out in vain Tell me there are air pockets somewhere Tell me there will be hands reaching out to me,
By Bsparkx4 years ago in Poets
Dear Ocean, I don't know anything. I think maybe By now I must be a broken record. Cause I'm still patching up the same potholes that come back
Would you believe me if I said I wished for the thrashing waves again? Wished for the thunderstorms and lightning-filled skies
Sooooophiiiiiiie! Have you received any of my letters? Letters written in the form of art and literature; I’ve been waiting to see you all again for years. I keep checking in to see if anyone’s come out of the woodwork to say hello, but the metaphorical mailbox is always empty. Now, here I am again, writing another letter of how you took a 9-year-old girl and made her feel like she could take on the world. …Or was I ten?
By Bsparkx4 years ago in Humans
Why do you fool me with the appearance of calm waters? Gentle waves, colourful sunrise and sand as soft as the clouds in the sky.
