What I Learned About Life After Losing Everything

There are some of the moments in life when the ground below your feet disappears. Also for me, that moment hit me from nowhere and turned my life on my head. I have lost my job, my all saving, and shortly after, my friend which I spend my whole life with them i lost them all.


At first it felt like sinking slowly, helpless struggle and make it impossible to escape. It make me fell very alone and I fell like the world around me is not real. My friend are tried to help me, but their help couldn’t make my life easy. I do planning vacations to wondering how to keep the roof over my head. From texting I love you to and hearing nothing in return. It was not just losing money friend it fell like i lost my self I didn’t know who I was
Life keeps moving, even when you fell lost and nothing.

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When everything went quietly,I learned something very important that being still doesn't mean that your a fail person. In this time i had time to think, even i was in hard and painfull time but I started writing to get out my felling out. Each words fell like letting a little bit of the heaviness goes inside me. I wrote about my anger on myself, my guilt, shame, and my endless questions from myself. Slowly, this things started making sense. I have not figure out everything out, but I begun to accept my true feelings and thought.


The second thing I realized that People will surprise you in both good and bad ways. Some people I thought i could conut them on forever disappeared from my life. That make me hurt alote. But then, other stepped up unexpectedly like a ray of light which passes through darkness. My old school friend text me out a message “I don’t know what’s going on your life, but I’m here for you anytime you want.” Accepting help for me wasn’t easy at first. It fell me like accepting weakness. But I came to understand that asking for help and taking help was a real courage.

Third thing I realized and learned that you are never really starting from nothings. Even when you have nothing. But you still have your experience, your power, and your availability, and the most important is that you have still have yourself. You still have your heart. I had lost alot things but I hadn’t lost myself. Taking each little step forward helped me rebuild. Gradually the mess in my life began settle in a routine and that turned me into the real progress.

I also realize that the true peace doesn’tcome from what you have own. I always used to focus on chasing big titles, salaries and glashy things to fell successful. When i lost everything i discovered what really mattersin life. I was feeling good and sleeping well knowing that I was doing my best for my life. Enjoying a simple meal and feeling thankful. I started seeing beauty in the small thing and celebrating wining small titles. The good thing I do as instead comparing my life with other, I learned to appreciate it for what truly is.

Finally, I learned this When you hit the lowest on your life, then you have to discover what truly matters and what doesn’t matter in your life. It make humbles you, sharpensyour focus, and most importantly set you free. From that i created the life I truly wanted It

Now, I’m not where i used to be, but I’m in a better place. Surrounded with a small group of smart people and the most important that I have a better connection with myself.

If you’re reading this fell like it's the end, I want you to know that it's not. Sometimes life clear everything away, not as a punishment for you, but to make something new. You don’t have to hurry. Always take some small step at the main time it's all you can do today is breathe, that's perfectly fine

Starting over doesn’t have require high chances or a grand chances. It begun with the small step. Hope slowly build in a time. Even in the most unexpected moments.