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The existence of God and the afterlife

I lost all faith in God, the day my father died

By FredPublished 3 years ago 3 min read
The existence of God and the afterlife
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I've always been a believer in God. I grew up in a religious household, and I was taught that there was something more to life than what we could see and touch. I believed that God created us with a purpose, and that we would be reunited with our loved ones after we died.

But my faith was tested when my father died. He was only 55 years old, and he died suddenly of a heart attack. I was devastated. I didn't understand why God would take my father away from me. I didn't understand why he would let such a good man die so young.

I started to question my faith. I wondered if God really existed. I wondered if there was really an afterlife. I wondered if I would ever see my father again.

I spent a lot of time thinking about these questions. I read books about religion and philosophy. I talked to other people about their beliefs. And slowly, I started to come to terms with my father's death.

I realized that I didn't need to have all the answers. I didn't need to know for sure if God existed or if there was an afterlife. All I needed to know was that I loved my father, and that he loved me.

I also realized that my father's death didn't mean that my life was over. It meant that my life had changed. It meant that I had to find a new way to live without him.

It wasn't easy. There were times when I felt lost and alone. But I eventually found my way. I found new purpose in my life. I found new people to love and care about.

And I never stopped believing in God. I still believe that there is something more to life than what we can see and touch. I still believe that God created us with a purpose. And I still believe that we will be reunited with our loved ones after we die.

I don't know what the afterlife will be like. But I'm hopeful. I'm hopeful that it will be a place where we can be reunited with our loved ones, and where we can live in peace and happiness.

I'm also hopeful that we will be able to learn more about God and his purpose for us. I know that I'll never have all the answers. But I'm content with that. Because I know that, even if I don't understand everything, I'm still loved by God, and I'm still loved by my father. And that's enough for me.

One day, a few years after my father died, I had a dream. In the dream, I was walking through a field of flowers. The sun was shining, and the birds were singing. I felt happy and peaceful.

And then I saw my father. He was standing in the distance, smiling at me. I ran to him, and we hugged. I told him how much I missed him, and he told me that he missed me too.

We talked for a long time. We talked about our lives, and our hopes, and our dreams. And then, it was time for me to go. I turned to leave, but my father stopped me.

"Don't forget me," he said.

"I won't," I said.

And then I woke up.

I don't know if my dream was real. But I like to think that it was. I like to think that I really did see my father again.

And I like to think that he's still with me, even though he's gone.

I know that I'll never see him again in this life. But I'm hopeful that I'll see him again in the afterlife.

And until then, I'll keep him in my heart.

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  • IvanaCh3 years ago

    very nice story :)

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