Secrets
Female Alpha for the First Time
I was considering taking the lone route since I knew the pack would never tolerate me having a female leader beside me. My parents, the alpha and Luna of our pack, raised me as their only child. It just so happened that because I'm a woman, everyone expected me to select a male companion. However, because I am a lesbian, this is not the case. I've always been drawn to our pack's female members. There was only one problem: none of the females in my pack were interested in girls. I'd always go out into town and look for a women to hang out with, generally out of towners.
By Zeref4 years ago in Confessions
Its Five O'Clock Somewhere
I’m in Costa Rica on vacation with my family, which is exactly as decadent as it sounds. I was lavished with mimosas from sun up to sun down. Spotted dolphins swam by. The food was subpar, but the champange in the mimosas made it all worthwhile, but then every night starts to sputter and skip. The beast was small but he was there.
By Susan Eileen 4 years ago in Confessions
The Guilt Trip
Most of us have secrets; things from our past which might shame us, or scare us, or possibly even haunt us. We try our best to hide them, to forget them, or ignore them, but they are always there, just waiting for precisely the right moment to rear their ugly heads and return to our consciousness.
By Mark 'Ponyboy' Peters4 years ago in Confessions
Look At Her Now
A friend of mine yesterday said: "Are you still writing? I love how you write, and I miss seeing you share your thoughts on things that many are not able to write about in a particular way like you." There has been a lot that has been going on with me academically and personally. Even before so much has happened, I felt like writing was pointless when it came to me being the writer sharing her thoughts. However, I was scrolling on Twitter a couple of weeks ago and came across this writing prompt:
By ashley hess4 years ago in Confessions
The Spaceman
When I was in college I had the habit of staying up through the night either reading or working on work both for school and for myself. I wouldn’t feel tired. At least not through that day. Usually, the days after I would feel the overdue weighted blanket of rest begin to cover me starting from my head working down to my feet. After it consumed me on the outside it would begin working in. When I would finally give in, I'd sleep for 12 hours.
By Isaiah Navarro4 years ago in Confessions
The Aftermath Of Taking Back A Husband Who Has Left You For Another Woman.
If you have read my story 365 days +91, then you are familiar with what transpired between my husband and me. What I didn't touch on in that story a lot was in the aftermath. I did say there were aspects of our relationship that were going well and things that needed to be worked on. But how am I? How is my mental health after what happened? It has been an uphill battle, constantly worrying. The girl he had met that he tried to or almost, whatever you want to call it left me for, he met at his work, I made him leave that job, in fact, he never returned once he was let back inside the home. My suspicion did not fade, I found out she had his phone number which he had changed, and he had given her when they apparently decided to just remain coworkers, obviously, I asked why he would, he said it was in case she ever wanted to chat, my initial reaction was or is it in case she ever changes her mind? I tried to bury that thought in the dark recesses of my mind hoping beyond hope that I was just being paranoid, and he truly did decide that he wanted to really be with me, that he did really love me and recognized the error of his ways. I made him change it again, and although he had been more attentive, the thought is still in the back of my mind, will it happen again? Every girl he comes across, especially at work, my initial reaction, is this the one? Is this the girl who is going to change his mind? Make him leave again? The constant checking of his cell phone, the suspicion when he keeps in close. I know it's not healthy and I try daily to push it out of my mind. The fact of the matter is I love this man, and very much want to be with him. How can one fully recover from a betrayal like that? I don't even know if it's a hundred percent possible to fully recover, the guilt of watching him try and do things the right way is overwhelming. And let's not forget the dreams, the constant dreams that it will happen again, honestly, I somehow welcome them, I know that may sound strange, in a sense I feel like they are preparing me just in case it does. Maybe I was crazy to take him back, but love does make you do crazy things. I don't feel like I made the wrong decision, I know people always say forgive and forget, and I truly don't think he actually cheated on me physically, he definitely did emotionally, and although it is easy to say forgive and forget, it is not so easy to actually do it, I had thought I had forgiven him and I think I did forgive part of it, how can I ever forget it though? Unless I got my memory mysteriously wiped for that entire week and a few days past it I do not think I will ever fully recover, or forget, so does that make me crazy that I gave him another chance? Or continue to try and move on from it with him? I really don't know, I just know that I am seriously trying, trying to move past the betrayal, the thoughts, the paranoia, move forward in the relationship. He knows it's been a long road, and we are not even halfway through the trip, he tells me daily this is where he wants to be, I am who he wants to be with, and he loves me. The question still remains though, Is there that one girl who is going to make him change his mind?
By Courtney Benjamin4 years ago in Confessions
The Voice and The Accent
My Voice and Accent I have a few videos up on YouTube and this is where people can hear me talk. I seriously don’t think my voice is special, in fact, I think I sound uncultured and fairly inept, however when people across the pond hear it some people think I sound a little more than acceptable.
By Mike Singleton 💜 Mikeydred 4 years ago in Confessions
Imaging my Life in 60 Years
Recently, I’ve been thinking about death. More specifically, my death. What would that look like? Will I be killed in a car accident in 5 years? Will I develop cancer with no chance of survival? There are so many what ifs of how we will die, I like to sit back and think about my ideal death.
By Val Poulos 4 years ago in Confessions
