Secrets
The Balance of Life
Life is filled with so much mystery; You never know what will happen in the next chapters. I close my eyes, clear my mind and feel like a baby craving all the love I ever wanted from my mother. I wanted to cry so bad that I wished it could be real. I sometimes wish I could see what she could see in me. Everyday it feels like betrayal, a punch in the face because their were flaws that has not been forgiven. It is very hard to determine what emotion I am supposed to have because she is my mother. In my mom's mind, I think I am a mistake, stranger, a disguise of what exactly? But in God's eyes, I feel a purpose. A purpose to live everyday. Why do we question the unspoken? Because we are afraid, afraid to figure out what is happening in our current generation. Why am I unable to figure out who I am meant to be? All my life, preferably teenager, my mom never gave me interests that I could not connect myself to. My grandmother gave me something that I have not seen in this world in a long time, that is giving back to the community.
By Quilla Chambers3 years ago in Confessions
Fearing the unknown
It’s always hard to think about the future when you have so much on your mind. When you have so many things that weigh on you it’s hard to move past everything and focus on the future and be positive. You put on a smile and make sure everybody thinks you’re OK but really all you wanna do is cry. When you don’t know if you’ll ever heal and move on. You don’t know if you’ll be able to do the things you used to do but you’re forced to smile and show everybody that you’re just fine. “I promise I’m just fine.”
By kaitlyn Olson3 years ago in Confessions
The most tear-jerking letter I ever wrote to my husband
My love: Sweetheart, how long has it been since you've been called that? Busy work, trivial housework occupied most of our time, even if it is rest is almost watching TV sleep. Don't you think there's something missing in our lives? When's the last time we had a heart-to-heart conversation? How long has it been since a family outing? How long has it been since two people played and laughed? These days I have been thinking and searching. Five years of married life have taught us a lot, but also made us forget a lot, a lot to lose. In the past, the longing for life was submerged in the clock ticking every day, and we even regarded life as a task and emotion as a hindrance. Of course, I am not stuck in the past dead hold the dream not put, I am also very realistic, but I do not hope that today's reality is forever!
By An angel with broken wings3 years ago in Confessions
Housemate Nightmare
On that week when I moved out in very late June / early July 2021 , my mum started to see Sam’s true colours and realised not every person in her generation or older do not have their best interests at heart when it comes to me.I do not want younger generations in this book to think that people in their parents generations or older are all nice. Bridget the ex assistant of Sam was so unfiltered and said my mum thought that sam was so caring and loving for you. Bridget and I started texting over the winter and we shared each other everything. Sam sent me terrible messages over the phone on that week , whileI was finding an another place to life.
By Brandi Dexter3 years ago in Confessions
Beauty is Pain
Beauty is pain; that’s what I tell myself. When I wake up. When I go to bed, latched to my squish-mellow. The cozy one. The one that I pretend is my husband’s chest. My husband, the sweet, beautiful man that I see in my dreams. The one who doesn’t seem to exist. I can say that now, at 23 I’m still alone. I waited for him to come. I worked too hard, and then too little.
By Gina Temper3 years ago in Confessions
Housemate nightmare
Names have been changed to protect people's privacy to tell my story Sam did not answer the phone call from the NCAT and she had Zeus to answer the phone for her. Zeus was claiming that Sam was scared to answer the phone because she is being abused. She looked like an absolute idiot by not responding. The NCAT went through July to September.The final decision was made in October.
By Brandi Dexter3 years ago in Confessions
Why am I such a failure while others are so inspirational?
I didn't feel like a failure until my mom died, and it's ironic that being a human is such a mess. My father died when he was 12. He killed himself. I always felt like my mom and I were responsible. As far back as I can remember, my childhood was still very happy. I don't know when my father began to fall ill, and my mother and I both abandoned him, as if fate had been distorted from that point in time. I know this is karma.
By An angel with broken wings4 years ago in Confessions
Aeaea
You don’t just wake up one day on a train, right? Except you do. No ticket, no brake lever to pull, no recollection of even stepping onto the train. Almost every single one of you. You’re born and yeah, whatever. You like the funny lady who brings her hands to her face and disappears for a couple of seconds. You’re pretty sure you like the man who picks you up and rocks you back and forth. Then, boom.
By Noaria074 years ago in Confessions
This Is Me
I came out on my Tumblr Blog and only a handful of people know my sexual orientation. I always knew I wasn't straight. I first noticed in High School, I was attracted to some of the girls, some I knew, some I didn't know. I'm afraid to tell my family because I know that not all of them are supportive of the LGBTQIAP+ community. I never gave much thought to dating, male or female or anyone else, mainly because I just wasn't interested. After I left High School I kind of pushed my sexuality to the side. I started rethinking what my sexuality was. Was I Gay? Was I Bisexual? I actually thought I went both ways in my early 20s. Even though I was more attracted to women, I still liked guys.
By Diamond Gossett4 years ago in Confessions
