Humanity
Figuring Me Out
This is hard work, harder than it looks. I’ve known myself for forty years and I’m still unsure of who I am. What do I like? What do I prefer? What is my true personality? I can honestly say I’m not sure. One thing is certain, I must figure it out now before my time runs out. Over the last year I have slowly come to realize that everything I am has been chosen to please others. It’s not really anybody else’s fault, they could care less, the problem is me and my worry about what others might think. For as long as I can remember, I have been choosing not to stand out. I have purposely chosen to keep myself as muted as possible, except for my writing of course. In everything else in my life I have kept myself as neutral as possible. I realize now that the reason I have chosen to be as neutral as possible is because I believe that this is what will keep me safe.
By Lily2 years ago in Confessions
Things we do for family
I was living in San Francisco, I had a job. I was humbled with a place to call home and on top of it I got to bring my dog to work, and on the weekends we go on hikes and road trips, I was living life to the fullest and couldn’t complain. My background is complicated. It's a life no one can really comprehend and even if I don’t want to admit it my background will always be with me wherever I go. I am married but once upon a time I had to flee for my life it was no fun no jk the abuse got to much for me, 6 months later he kills a drug dealer, yes he was battling mental health issues but that drug dealer could of been me, so I am blessed to still be here today and he is serving life in prison 45 years. I am still married to him because I feel I need to be there for my mother in law who is devastated that her son committed murder 1st degree. Because once I break the tie with a divorce she will no longer be family and as long as she needs me I will be here for her as I am truly devastated that my marriage ended up so chaotic as he was my one and only true love. I have not been in a relationship for 16 years and I'm turning 42 this year. It's kind of sad, but in my upbringing I was taught to care for others and that I wasn’t as important as long as other people who needed me were happy. So that’s my complicated background and even if I was couple of states over I always kept in touch with my mother in law, but the older she got she has come to a point where she needs family in her life or she will end it, of course it’s not something she says but it’s the actions she has taken in the past that worries me so how can I be there for her if she needs more than a phone call? That is when I decided the best course of action was to go on leave at my job but didn’t qualify so got fired instead. So me and my dog moved from the west to midwest and it’s scary because the west Bay area only has 3 seasons no snow, and it’s been 10 years since I experienced a cold snowy winter and it scares me to because when in a earthquake you can protect yourself, but here in midwest if there’s a tornado I have nowhere to go nowhere to protect myself from it and that scares the life out of me. On top of that my body can’t handle the cold. I become easily immobilized so it’s harder for me to function but I am here because of my family, mother in law needs me. So, the things we do for our family like picking up moving half way cross country it’s okay because at the end of the day I know it’s temporary. When I know she is good I can move back to the west. Point with this article is to share with you that you are not alone, because the things we do for love and family for us it’s worth it as it’s feeding our hearts with good. And even if we may not like the hassle or complication we can always remind ourselves that it’s just temporary. If we are young we have a whole life to live while our elders may not have that long as we do. If I can make someone's day I will and family is everything regardless of your situation.
By Carolyna The Rambler2 years ago in Confessions
W.
It is Friday, the last full day of my vacation back with the family in a sleepy little town - okay, Hamilton - with all of my packing almost done. The day was spent on clothes-choosing, book-sorting, food-prepping activities, along with a short run in the old neighbourhood, a little light reading, and observations of the World Juniors (Canada needs to step up its game). I have another Top Story for a longer piece that needs two more chapters (I promise you all they are coming). And I am now happy to report that I have received some extra classes and will be able to relax a little bit around tax time.
By Kendall Defoe 2 years ago in Confessions
Exploring the Evolution and Impact of Apple Watch
In the fast-paced landscape of modern technology, few innovations have captivated the world quite like the Apple Watch. Introduced by Apple Inc. in 2015, this groundbreaking smartwatch has transcended the conventional boundaries of timekeeping, emerging as a multifaceted device that seamlessly blends style, innovation, and functionality. More than just an accessory, the Apple Watch represents a paradigm shift in wearable technology, reshaping the way we interact with our daily lives.
By Brian K Johnson2 years ago in Confessions
Embracing Transparency: Should We Always Be an Open Book?
Transparency is a much discussed and debated topic in our increasingly interconnected world. While the idea of being an open book may seem appealing, it's not always clear whether complete honesty is the best approach. There are potential benefits to sharing information, but also risks to one's privacy and autonomy. In this article, we'll explore what it means to be transparent, the impacts of privacy and honesty, and how to find the right balance in different contexts.
By ais alh2 years ago in Confessions
Heart and Humor in Harmony
To give gratitude to God in a fun way, I threw a "Gratitude Gala" in the lovable town of Heartsville. Encircled by fairy lights and laughing, I told humorous stories about the turns life takes, attributing every victory to a divine comedy. As I told stories of random encounters in everyday settings, like falling in love in the middle of a grocery store's pandemonium, the audience laughed heartily. A lighthearted musical piece with humorous hymns of thanksgiving heightened the excitement. With a touch of seriousness and humor, the Gala evolved into a celestial comedy of life, a prayerful celebration surrounded by laughter and love beneath the stars.
By peter edward2 years ago in Confessions
Do I Know You?
It's the face. I don't know if you can tell from photos but I have one of "those" faces. It's not about being "pretty" or something like that. I'm attractive enough for all practical purposes. It's something else. I’m somehow familiar. Because before I even open my mouth my FACE seems to tell people "Go ahead. You know me. I see you. Tell me. Tell me everything. I'm interested. I actually care. If you tell me maybe I can help." I'm a talker too. Sometimes that hides that I'm also a listener. But maybe the talking helps them feel that they are safe to talk too? In any case if that's the message they get from my face, to just TELL me, they aren't wrong. In my heart I find the human experience infinitely fascinating. But it's not just in my heart. It seems to also be written on my FACE.
By Christy C. House2 years ago in Confessions
Worlds Worst Parent. Content Warning.
I am a Parent God yes, I am a parent. I have two amazing and beautiful children they are exactly 13 months and 11 days apart. While I had ups and downs becoming a parent, I do have two beautiful miracle babies. They are my whole world and in many ways ,they saved my life as much as they changed my life.
By Kylie Taylor2 years ago in Confessions
The Fireworks Exploded Love
I had party for New Year's, I was pretty excited considering there was a boy I was looking forward to seeing going to be there. Well... it's more complicated than it is. You see, we dated for a couple months then broke up and now we are just on and off.
By Kodah2 years ago in Confessions
Why I would like to do a murder and other stories
Outside, the snow is falling steadily, gusting past at an angle closer to horizontal than perpendicular. A layer of white is accumulating on the wooden balustrade of the balcony, and tall pines stand stark against the white sky, hazy shadows of sloped roofed buildings with smatterings of lit windows reminding me I am not alone. I am sat now, tired limbs heavy in warm pyjamas, my children snug on the red and white covered sofa, later to become my bed, the fairy lights adding a mantle of cheer above their heads.
By Hannah Moore2 years ago in Confessions
