Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 13 March 2025
13 March 2025 5:44 am exhausted. Thirsty. Meh. Another day in Paradise. I have the lines from “No Aphrodisiac” running through my head. Funny! That is usually my father’s energy, nagging me. I won’t buy into his bullshit. I stay alone for a reason. Trust issues. Too much neglect, abandonment and abuse. Since early childhood. It is what it is.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 9 March 2025
9 March 2025 7:52 am. Still without power. Still raining. Still windy outside. Worried about my limited food resources as it will go off without power. But I guess I can get through for a day or two. I won’t have much battery left on my iPhone by this evening so I won’t be able to post anymore. Freeballing without connectivity. Meh. I have books.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 5 March 2025
5 March 2025 1:54 am. Feeling a bit fragile. Even though my sleep apnoea results are pretty good for the three hours I sorta kinda eked from the Astral. Anxiety is a Bitch. I have been running through all maladies, malignancies, negative outcomes in my turbulent mind. None of which are real. I ended up praying for protection for my true beloved ones. That soothed me somewhat.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 24 February 2025
24 February 2025 Plus ça change, plus c’est la meme chose! But…changes are afoot. If you want nothing, you get nothing. Sometimes if you desire much…you still get nothing. What is the value of Nothing? The deep enrichment of potential, promise, manifestation.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 23 February 2025
23 February 2025 7:11 am. Awake. Sorta synapsing. I feel a bit hammered by fate. My wound hurts. Yesterday was rough. I went through all sorts of strange mood states. Triggered by a Covidian monster on fb. Then another one. A famous comedian who actively shilled that shit. Then stated she didn’t do it for the money as she donated her union payment for the Covid ads to charity.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
