Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 10 March 2025
10 March 2025 … 4:29 am I can’t sleep. I am experiencing a very well deserved post traumatic decompression after realising that I just survived a particularly unpleasant weather event FUCKING ALONE!!!! As per usual, while smug self satisfied fellow humans hoarded the last resources and basically left me for dead.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 8 March 2025
8 March 2025 Holy shit. What a backslide. … 6:20 am. I just woke up. The guts has dropped out of Alfred Baby, but it’s raining heavily. I am guessing the worst is over although the rain might last for a few more days? I weathered the cyclone well, even managed a few hours of sleep.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 3 March 2025
3 March 2025 8:00 am. Here I go, Babies. Another day in paradise. I was up four times with my pesky bladder. I am not sure what irritated it so much as I didn’t drink much last evening. But some nights are just like that. Four interruptions a night is still a vast improvement on having to get up 12-20 times.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 31 March 2025
31 March 2025 7:49 am Another glorious sunny morning. Happiness! … Lmao! This photo, taken at The Elephant Hotel on 30 September 2015 (1 month and 9 days after my suicide attempt) just popped up. That young woman was Everything! We had the wildest time. I think her name was Kirsty. I never forgot her. The Mama T was blowing life back into her own spirit quite determinedly, fiercely and triumphantly.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 28 March 2025
28 March 2025 7:24 am. Awake and aware. Another rainy day. Blech! It feels quite warm though. Happy Friday! I need to drag myself to the shops and buy groceries. I couldn’t face it yesterday. Or the day before. I will need to motivate myself to achieve that task.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 20 March 2025
20 March 2025 2 am All the horror movies/sci fi movies are manifesting almost all at once. I blame CERN for smashing reality and merging parallel universes. What a world! Clones…as if there aren’t already enough npcs out in the world: soulless, evacuated, mindless drones. Shivers.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
