Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 29 May 2025
29 May 2025 I have spent three hours filing down the 9ct rose gold butterflies. (x3) but I am only using two! I have ground down the base to solder them on. I was terrified of grinding off the silver but it’s the only way they will “sit down”.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 26 May 2025
26 May 2025 9:40 am. awake. I feel like hell. But…it’s a beautiful day and I have a gold butterfly or two to make then (gulp) solder. I had a look at a video last night to see where I went wrong. I couldn’t identify the problem as I did everything “right”.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 27 May 2025
27 May 2025 3:56 am given up on sleep. Not feeling well. Mustang Kwe has overworked herself. Wahhh! But the crash had to happen sometime. I have done well the past two weeks. Made things happen that I wanted to do several years ago, like raising my jewellers bench.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 25 May 2025
25 May 2025 … Today has been shit. I melted all four gold butterflies trying to solder one of them to my cuff. Failed four times. Argggh. I just want to curl up into a ball. But…I will now need to make four more butterflies. So I will bloody well persevere. It was a lot of work sawing each butterfly out and filing them so I am very very disappointed at my soldering failure!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 19 May 2025
19 May 2025 7:36 am good morning! Alive in the psychedelic dreaming. Not quite fully synapsing yet. I had interesting dreams about walking through a city with lots of old interesting buildings and arcades. It looked a bit like Melbourne did during my childhood. I was being a tourist and just meandering around, taking in the sights and atmosphere and kinda also feeling a tad lost and anxious and overwhelmed, not knowing my way around.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 21 May 2025
21 May 2025 7:07 am Good morning/Boker Tov! I had a good sleep. Only one pee break during the night too. Formidable! I was so shattered from my efforts with the cuff that I went to bed early. I had to rewind the ending of “The Handmaid Tale” episode 9 three times as my brain couldn’t process anything. I was just sitting on my couch like a vegetable. Scary!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 22 May 2025
22 May 2025 7:56 am a good sleep again. Only one pee break. Healing????!!! Maybe…. Today I am going to buy cinder blocks to raise my jewellers bench. I have sore shoulders and the back of my neck hurts from hunching down. It needs to be raised to be more ergonomic. I might buy varnish while I am at Bunnings too. I need to sand it back and varnish it.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Confessions
Memories: 12 February 2025
12 February 2025 12 February 2023 Whilst I agree about not playing G-d and interfering with Natural law or the laws of nature, and the Covid Programme was utterly utterly abhorrent, I disagree about this being conflated with transsexual people (adults) wishing to change their hormones and biology. It is their right to choose their gender and orientation.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
