To be so lonely in your early twenties
Few weeks ago I visited my old campus and ran to a couple of my old friends there. The friends that I knew from campus organization. The friends that I’ve spent my days and nights doing meetings, planning events and hanging out after classes. The friends that I used to be so close with. That day I felt joy just by seeing their faces light up when they saw me. They made me put a smile on my face. Talking about how we wish our other friends were here. That day really brings the old memories back to life. The excited soul inside of a 19 year old Deandra. Right here, right on this campus. The full of energy inside of my old self, the girl that used to be exciting, make friends with lots of people, doing so many things, the passion she lost once she turned 22.