Julia Stellings
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I am a social services worker with 15 years' experience. I have an extensive education in social work attaining a degree in Social Deveopment Studies, Sexuality, Marriage and Family and as well as a diploma in social work studies
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The Holding Place
Very few people understand the true forces that are at play in the universe. Very few people understand that the foundation of everything ever breathed into life is energy. But even fewer understand how the power of frequency and how it works in the matrix and the force it has in our lives. For example, we often attract people in our lives that meet our frequency and then have the gull to ask why they don't have better people in our lives.
By Julia Stellings4 months ago in Confessions
Why Does the Universe Ask more of me than most?
What I survived one does not talk about out of curtesy of others. It is socially inapriprate and one must cage the situation with caution because of social norms I soppose. People naturally can only handle so much. But naturally as a neurodivergent person I struggled to understand a social ques. Problem? I have no filter, and I am as bizarre as they come. I know people judge me to be quite odd or eccentric, for being to open. However, having cerebral palsy in the early 2000's made me a social outcast and I had zero social skills and no impulse control. When you are born with cerebral palsy there is damage to the frontal lobe and that really affects who you become in regards to your personality. I blame this reason alone for being such a bold person, Also people with disabilities ( I am sorry to be so honest) are stronger than the rest of population by the laws of the survival of the fittest. They have more tenacity and grit then you could ever imagine. You dont know how strong you have to be in life until you are given no choice or alternative. Naturally as a result, we face life fearlessly and with a kind of strength and courage no one could define unless they had a disability. Please keep in mind that I am very aware that everyone has a disability of certain severity, and in reality we are all disabled. However, it seems to be the case that more more "soul strength" is required of the people that are severely disabled and have very heavy bodies more sickly bodies with limited mobility. I was contently frustrated ands in a state of mental and physical exhaustion and still you must do what the world demands of you. I cannot tell you how many times I have pleaded in complete mercy to God, " Why are you asking me to do the impossible everyday- I'm tired." People always assumed I lived with my parents, live in a group home or some institution- and were shocked to learn I live on my own. When I am in a hospital, I feel helpless at times because the doctor and nurses assume I am incompetent regarding my care and condition of my health. They also talked to me and treated me differently. I remember them begging to treat my skin infection on my foot before it naturally enntered my bloodsteam and I found myself bedbound again due to extreme weakness. No one listened and I was asked to take anibiotics for weeks untuil the problem spiralled out of control and required hospitalization. Sometimes I arrived so overwelmed by the inflection I was no longer able to walk with my walker. I was using everything I had to make it to the ER in hopes I would be nursed back to health. But they always discharged me and I was always worried if my body was strong enough to make it home. These were dark times, it really did make me belief that my life had lost all of its quaility and I lived in a constant state of suffering and agony. I did not have my motorized wheelchair at the time and all I had to make it in the world was my walker. But due to illness I could no longer walk safely, and it seemed to also rob me of my balance and stability. But still I was told to take the antibiotics that were not working and sent home only to decline rapidly over time over and over requiring hospitalization. I had lost complete and utter hope and honestly thought I would showily die of an infection over a long sufferuing time period. But I had always been a fighter and suviver, I was not the type to just lay down and die, I was young and still had a life to live! I learned through research that the simple act of putting vasicine on my toes would end my horrific wounds and elevate the problem. I worked with specialists, wound care nursews and endless doctors and no one offered a solution or an answer to why it was happening. They only threw pills at me. Meanwhile the wound nurses were making the problem worse my putting thick bandages on my feet that only caused them to rub together more. It honestly stabs me in the heart recalling this time in my life. I felt subhuman to the healthcare system and neglected terribly.
By Julia Stellings6 months ago in Confessions
I am tired of being politically correct and socially acceptable
On other planets they no longer have the karma of raging war against one another. They have learned there lessons and understand that violence solves nothing. It only exploits and kills people for material gain. To send your children to die or to drop bombs on innocent people would be a form of madness in these higher vibrations. They have counsels that equally represent every voice ethnicity or minority. It is against moral law to act in any kind of aggression that destroys one another. They only use peace and negotiation, as well as conflict revolution skills that are superior because they do not violate the law of love and represent an uncorrupted excellent moral fiber that exists in all of us. But more importantly built on a deeper respect and understanding of each other so ignorance does not exist. Things that ignorance creates like prejudice, discrimination and racism no longer exist. Earth wants you to believe that this is a utopian dream that is impossible.
By Julia Stellings6 months ago in Criminal
Old school PSWs VS New School PSWs
A job in social services can decline in value and importance for many reasons. First of all, it is an undervalued service that offers low pay and frankly a barely livable wage let alone benefits that one need. On top of that they are now creating PSWs faster to meet the demand. They now require no education professionalism or personal skills. My care provider is now training their workforce in the office for a pathetic 30 hours and now they are trained and ready to go into the community. They are taking people that are in the country to go to school and allowing this as a fast tract opinion so they can create as many employees as possible.
By Julia Stellings11 months ago in Confessions
The Stress of Experiencing disability on the Mind
Life is stressful- no one can avoid that reality. We have all been in the familar situation at night where we are so worried about tomorrow, we cannot fall asleep. However my experience with insommia was taken to extremes in my teens. I would have to be honest and say my life naturally has more stress in it and I do not handle it well. I had severe cerebral palsy, was a social outcast and had tremendous pressure from my family to succeed. I was never supposed to be able to walk. I had a surgery when I was eight to make it possible. Before surgery my feet were so inward I triped on them making every strained step. This is because it felt like weights were on my feet and too heavy to even lift off the ground. I had a surgery to help my feet reach the ground and turn straight. I missed grade two to learn how to walk. From the time I was small life demanded a lot of me. My parents however expected more and unrealistically so.
By Julia Stellings11 months ago in Confessions
