You

All of the memories feel like they never existed

I feel as if i experienced a lucid dream

A dream where you and I met

A dream where you and I fell in love

Where you loved me

Where you knew how special I was

Where you thought I was enough

As I’m waking up, I’m remembering

You told me your past

You told me your truth

You gave me a sneak peak of my future

You showed me your truth

You promised

The promises were empty

I trusted you

You knew that

You took advantage of that

You knew I loved you

You knew how much I wanted to be loved

You knew how much this would hurt me

You knew

And you did

I fell for all of it

I fell for you

I cannot fathom this idea

I loved …

I loved the You I made up in my head

I woke up

He was never actually there

But when I look at you

I still see him

I know he’s not really there

And it hurts

You don’t exist