
A surprise was waiting for me that day,
but I was distracted, lost in my daily life.
I couldn't suppose that everything could change
so much for me right away.
When I looked at him I had no doubt;
I wanted to be his wife.
He managed to immediately magnetize my heart.
It was hard to stand apart from him.
He was so handsome, so perfect, so charming,
so enchanting, so slim.
He seemed to be a fantasy.
But he was alive!
He was made for me.
I was more than delighted with his bright blue eyes,
his voice, his speech, his words, his expressions…
We were silently making obscure confessions
behind our smiles and gestures,
but pretending that we were merely polite.
He was better than I could desire.
I who never believed in love at first sight,
ended up believing what happened to me.
What an irony!
My heart was on fire.
I never felt that way.
There was a strong magnetic attraction between us,
a strange and strong connection
as if we had already known each other for years.
I was afraid to have an inappropriate reaction
and suddenly hug him,
even though we were strangers.
I was afraid of many dangers
and I was right for having so many fears
because I couldn’t control myself.
If he would touch me I would surely melt.
I couldn't stop looking at him
and he couldn't stop looking at me.
Wish we could be free to do what we wanted…
We smiled all the time.
We were more than happy because we met
and we loved each other.
However, our love was forbidden.
I couldn’t belong to him and he couldn’t be mine.
We didn’t have the right to fall in love with each other.
Our love story had a rough start
and yet a complicated sequel,
but it never ceased to exist.
We were sure we wanted each other as if we had kissed.
He completed me and I completed him.
We could read each other's thoughts
and discover what we wanted to tell each other,
but our union was impossible
because of our bitter reality.
Why didn't I meet him before?
One thousand obstacles we couldn’t ignore
turned our love story into a tragedy.
We couldn't have a love relationship like so many couples…
Until today our love is still alive and still strong.
So, perhaps now that the past is gone
everything can be much better
if we will overcome every shame and regret,
and put an end to our pain.
Yes, now we can begin again
and finally live happily together forever
as we wanted to do since the day we met.
About the Creator
Christina Sponias
I’m a literature writer and a philosopher who became a mental health therapist through dream translation after continuing Carl Jung’s research.



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