paint

I tried to paint him into my future and then I had a dream of the life that was going to be

and it was not very nice I was not at all happy

maybe that was supposed to be a wake-up call

it was a sign from the universe to let him go because if I’m not happy right now how unearth will I be happy with him in the future?

and I know it will be hard to walk away but maybe that’s a risk I’m going to have to take for my future self who is trying to send me a message