she/her
23 UK
I am convinced I’m trying to survive by relying on someone else I’m falling for him but he is incapable of catching me I’m trying to survive through the death of a relationship that was filled with fake promises and a few bad intentions
By kiki4 years ago in Poets
there are many morals to my story I’ve always been so honest constantly to my face I get lied to and then I realised there was nothing left to say I had to leave him behind so that I could finally move forward
I tried to paint him into my future and then I had a dream of the life that was going to be and it was not very nice I was not at all happy
There is a pain in the truth and I don’t know if I’m ready for it I know that I’m constantly trying to spend my life with someone who won’t even ask me how my day is
I’m at a point in my life where realise if I want something I need to start demanding for what I deserve I’m at a point in my life if I’m not happy I am willing to walk away
not everyone that I claim to be close to me if my actual friend and the older I get the more I realise this because during my success the less friends I have
I have finally learnt how to sleep realising that he is no longer worth it because it is so important to find someone that you always want to around
I am only human but my biggest struggle is that I don’t see things for what they truly are I constantly convince myself to see things for the way that I want them to be
it’s nighttime again and the tears start flowing But somehow it gives a sparkle and I start glowing i’m using my tears to drown my Demons
For those who never deserved my presence I later learned to appreciate their absence I discovered that being alone is the best way to start to love myself
