pain

There is a pain in the truth

and I don’t know if I’m ready for it

I know that I’m constantly trying to spend my life with someone who won’t even ask me how my day is

who won’t even take the time to focus on me

I’m obsessed with creating futures with people who only belong in the past

and that’s what hurts the most because I’m constantly living in the past

I am constantly trying to bring my past into the future and I think that is a sign of self hating

wasting time trying to make time