What Motivates Me When I need Inspiration

On Sunday is usually the times when I listening to Heart Breathings with Sara Cannon's Channel. I love her professionalism, she inspires me into working harder. Her writing vlogs are so detailed something I hope for. I think I might make Talk It Out Friday into a writing vlog for the next generation to know how I write.

It's been a pain in the butt to keep up with these things. It's been a lot of work trying to keep up with everything until my husband helped me plan out my schedule for everything. The thing is what's going to be hard for me is keeping to that schedule, and remembering the weekends are for fun and relaxing. The thing is, there is nothing fun to do in Saint Lucia. Well there is but I can't afford it whatsoever. So my definition of fun is working and staying home a lot. Ever since being home I have been home more then going out. To me this sad, I miss having fun.

In Saint Lucia they don't celebrate Halloween, or Samhain. It's like living with highly hysterical people who believe in nonsense.

What makes me motivated to keep working? The thought of living this house and going back to my country driving and being employed again.

The thought of going back to the Ashery a year after the old man dies alone without anyone else this makes me feel really good. Or going to the cheese factory.

I miss driving to Heini's Cheese Factory to taste all the cheese, and purchase cheese too.

I miss going to the farmers market, and just coming and going when I please without someone accompanying me.

I miss not having to deal with a pain in the ass mother in-law who always is over-bearing and rude. I can't stand this woman have the time. She is so nosey and just pisses me the heck off.

What motivates me? Another fact to not deal with a mean woman with a horrid spirit, and aura. To leave this place with my sanity in tact. The fact when I tell her at the last minute I'm going back and she can't do anything about it.

The fact, Monday is a new weekday makes me feel so good inside. New goals to accomplish and keep going while so much to do.

I have so many goals, and I plan to achieve them all.

My Goals for Vocal:

1: One of my Articles will receive Top Story. ☑️

2: I will win First Place in a writing Challenge twice.

3: I will have one of my stories go viral twice.

Goals for Aurelien Publishing Services:

This has yet to be decided.

Next years goals as far as writing novels:

1: I will work on Rose and Flame Book 1 rewrite: This is a project I started in 2020 and just now coming around to working on the rewrite.

2: I will be working on a project another rewrite of a project I worked on in the past called Hell Academy now will be called: Night Shade Silver a Dark Priestess series Book 1. I feel like I've changed as far as being an other goes.

3: I will work on a project I started in 2018 an adult coming on age series: Project of series unknown right now. All I can say is there is some elements that was frowned on in the publishing community and no bestialities taboos

Goals for myself:

1: I want to relax more: I know I work to hard, so I want to take a few days to myself to just do fun things for myself. For example, going to Amish country, apple picking, picking a new dog companion even though this will so hard for me to do.

2: Taking a day to just sleep in on an off day: Sleeping without any interruptions, going shopping, hanging out with friends.

3: Reading a good book: Without my husband interrupting me I just want to read a good book. A book that I have trouble putting down. Something I never had the chance to do in a very long time.

4: Meditation: I want to get back into meditating something that brought me comfort. But in this house of chaos I can't do that. It can be very troubling for me.

So, my Monday motivation is quit simple determination to fly back to America with money to buy a car, rent a home, and have a daily routine that no one would ever though me off on. I know this may not make sense to some but I always did great with routines. Seeing my friends Callie, and Billie going out all the time.

My life it feels like it's in chaos and I just want normal again. Nothing I have to worry about.

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