It's always a miss

Yesterday, I read a short story about nostalgic junior high school posted by someone I liked in junior high school. It recorded his comments on some people with deep memories, and I also saw that I knew it all the time, but refused to accept it from the bottom of my heart. The truth that he likes another person, there are so many clues in the past, so many obvious things can tell the truth that the person he likes is her, but I would rather make excuses to deceive myself, and now he gives a frank answer, He said it when he let it go. Should I let go too? It was only today that I realized the memories I thought were unforgettable . He may have forgotten it long ago . I have no words in his short stories . Maybe A few years later, all he remembered was my name, I was just an actor, and shed his own tears in his story, a vague shadow that never made a fuss in his youth , and he didn't know and would never. I don't know, he appeared a lot in my story and took up a lot of space. I wrote him into my story because he passed by my heart. You are passing by with the spring breeze, and you take the autumn water to sweep the galaxy. Now it seems that all the stories are just love, Yishui people go, the moon is like frost.

　　He had no intention of venturing through the halls, but he just led the torrents alone. I am a drowning man with a bowed eyebrow, but I only prefer to mumble.

　　I suddenly remembered the ingenious love poem I gave him when I graduated that summer, and the anonymous confession on QQ, and the first time I mustered up the courage to make a secret confession. After graduation, I thought that maybe when we laughed. When I said goodbye, I knew that goodbye was still a long way off. I thought about asking him to study and preview the new class together, but now I think about how precious it is to me, because I liked him for the whole three years of junior high school. Started with him and liked him. But I also vaguely knew in my heart that he likes another person. I am afraid that I like being known by him, and I am afraid that he will not know, and I am afraid that he will pretend not to know, always pretend not to care about him, but always pay attention to his news , In fact, as long as he didn't say it to confirm the conjecture that I knew he liked another person, I still had a glimmer of expectation, and there was no way to stop liking it. The most comforting fairy tale in the world is that the person you think about secretly loves , he also thinks about secretly falling in love with you, but unfortunately this is just a fairy tale.

　　I remember that I opened the dialog box countless times, only to be disappointed and closed again. I often think that if he really likes her, I should ruthlessly give up this relationship . After all, I don’t want to be too sad. I always pretend that I don’t care about staying away from him, not because I hate strangers, but because I like them too much, I'm afraid that it will be obvious, knowing that there is nothing that may not want to fall deeper. For a few moments, I passed by pretending not to care. It happened to be very close to him. It was a little bit different, but it was like the distance between us and the Milky Way. I can't get into his world, but I don't want to quit. Now I think about the three years of junior high school, apart from being in a group, I haven't had much interaction. After graduation, I can meet frequently. I cherish it, and it's okay for him. But err, at best I can only be regarded as an ordinary friend of his .

　　I still remember that after the third-year mock test was not good, I had never felt so bad, but he was comforting another person, which made me even more sad . How many times I didn't want to like it, but it ended.

　　For example, after graduation, I joked and asked him for a birthday present. After all, it was empty talk, and I also knew that maybe he didn’t want to give it. After all, I’m nothing. Going to the movies, watching the best of us, I have a purpose, I heard that the last easter egg of the movie is to confess to the person who brought it here to watch the movie together to confess to him, but unfortunately he did not go, I and I are a very good girlfriend went to the cinema.

　　In fact, after graduation, I have hinted that he understands, and after understanding is silence , I should have understood, silence is the answer, dodging is the answer, just leave a feeling for me, don't be too embarrassing to each other, he I don't know, I say a lot of the diaries that I hope he can see. Although some of them are not my original, they carry my inner voice, and he has never understood them. I don't need to understand it anymore, I was the only one who was moved from beginning to end . Hai Haiyue can't afford it, and her sweetheart is out of reach. She has always been interested in watching customers, but Nahehe is the person in the game.

　　The most difficult thing in this world is to pick the moon with your bare hands, and you can't like it.

　　But I also want to understand, when I can't completely forget a person, I will treasure it well, seal it in a corner that is not easy to detect, and quietly want to go when midnight is fading. If you are not born at the right time, if you like not at the right person, everything you get is fate. Bai Cha Qing Huan has nothing else to do, I am waiting for the wind and waiting for you, the bitter wine is left behind now, there is no wind, no moon, and no you.

　　Maybe he has long forgotten the poem I mentioned back then. There are beauties, and he never forgets them. Feng Fei is soaring, seeking the phoenix from all over the world, but a helpless beauty, not on the east wall. Let the qin replace the language, talk and write heartily, and wish to speak worthy of virtue, and join hands with each other. When you see Xu Xi, comfort me, don't let Fei Xi make me perish, make me perish. I wanted to imply that I liked him, but I didn't say anything.

　　Butterflies are very beautiful, but they can't fly over the ocean. In some natures, like him, I am far from calm in my heart . In fact, the waves are ups and downs.

　　The so-called obsession is nothing but what you ask for, but it’s hard to let go, and you don’t want to miss it, but after all, the deep love is me, and the fate is us. May we be the best of us in a few years. Butterflies are beautiful. After all, they can't fly over the ocean. At both ends of life, we stand on each other's shores. How come the world is startled, but the world is a laity. From now on, I will forget the rivers and lakes. If I don’t know each other, I hope I will meet someone better than you. It’s easier to say so much. I write this to forget to let go of him. Although I thought that sometimes it’s best not to let go. Let it go, whether he can see it or not, so be it, so far to commemorate my love in junior high school, you are the joy of youth, but it is also the past tense. I also have to study hard and do better than him in the exam.