Inspired by one's memoir

Finally I made it happen after many long late nights with editing at my finger tips, changing the wording as I read through the book, no screen time at all to look at making this happen was part of the plan.

Making it happen was all part of the plan as I stop and listen, listen to the voice in my head saying now what?

Part 1 of my story is now out to see for the world to truely see now what is the verdict?

The verdict of love or the verdict of hate, either way we shall see as everyone has an opinion and an opinion is fine as long as I can powerful through it and become better as I go on with this writing at my finger tips..

You write and you write till you feel the feeling within your words hoping for the best outcome possible, worrying as one dose will this be successful as the first few days of this is hard you say.

Promoting you do yes, you promote as you do not have a team to help you through this, wait you are the team when it comes to self publishing you never knew the work load until you started the process how hard it is.

Social media somthing I really do not like, too many trolls I feel, but must be done as you put yourself out there on the line as you do, oh social media how I find the essence of your being draining of life, sucking the life out of me as you do like a vampire who feeds on blood.

You feel it everytime you post the blood thirst suck of social media how your energy can drop from it as you would rather reflect and show the after process with your fellow writers, with your plantforms as you feel of comfort and safety on, secure you do.

You want it to work as it is Epilepsy awareness month as many do not know, yes of course not how can they when the awareness is limited but for this month I must do this, I can do this hold I have done this I just need to hope.

You think and reflect and process your work, as one dose for somthing so personal and deep, deep to the core of your very true essence and being.

You stop for a moment this will work but then you think again and think hold on the epilepsy community in the United kingdom is counting on me, oh why, oh why did I feel the urge to do this.

Hold on I am as writer of many but a writer of truth and hidden depths of humanity is so. This needs to be told for that is part of my writers journey is truth, is real and raw unfiltered as should be when it comes to such a piece like this.

A soul of ones truth, it's game on let's go as I write this at my finger tips oh how I do, write as the speed of lightening but how my brain can not keep up at the same time knowing I will need to read through this.

Writing takes deep patience, patience of no distractions, but focus as one writes and shares the hidden truth behind her work with the fear of feeling and the feat of rejection from the world itself.

Part 1 of this journey is now out there for the world to see part 2 not far behind but still the question remains will the message be received.

Author note: If you would like to take a look at my kindle book it is on Amazon called "Ease into epilepsy part 1"-A walk through life with drug-resistant epilepsy — raw, real, and unfiltered by Cryptic Edwards thank you for reading.