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I Woke Up at 5 A.M. for 30 Days — And It Nearly Killed Me

A raw diary of exhaustion, tears, and how I turned silence into a $3,100 paycheck.

By Aman SaxenaPublished 2 months ago 3 min read
I Woke Up at 5 A.M. for 30 Days — And It Nearly Killed Me

I still remember the first morning like it was a nightmare.

The alarm screamed at 5:00 a.m.

I slapped snooze.

Then again.

Then a third time.

By 5:15, I was wide awake — not from excitement, but from panic.

I had made a promise to myself the night before.

No more excuses.

No more “I’ll start tomorrow.”

For 30 days, I would wake up at 5 a.m. — no matter what.

I was 28, living in a tiny apartment, with $200 in my bank account and a dream of making money writing on Vocal.

But every day, I woke up at 8, scrolled Instagram, and by noon, my energy was gone.

I was tired of being tired.

So I set three simple rules:

Alarm at 5 a.m. — no snooze.

No phone for the first hour.

One money-making task before 7 a.m.

That first morning, I stumbled to the kitchen.

The house was dark.

My girlfriend was still asleep.

I made coffee with shaking hands.

I sat at my desk and stared at a blank Google Doc.

Nothing came.

By 6:30, I had written 47 words.

I wanted to cry.

But I didn’t quit.

The first week was hell.

Day 3, I cried in the shower.

Not dramatic tears — just quiet, exhausted ones.

I was cold.

I was angry.

I hated the silence.

But on Day 5, something shifted.

I woke up at 4:58 — before the alarm.

I didn’t feel amazing.

But I felt… awake.

I made tea.

I opened my laptop.

And for the first time in months, I wrote a full Vocal story — 1,200 words — before the sun came up.

I published it at 6:47 a.m.

By 10 p.m., it had 1,200 reads.

I earned $87.

I stared at the screen and laughed out loud.

$87 while the world was still sleeping.

Week two, I found a rhythm.

I stopped fighting the dark.

I started loving it.

Every morning:

5:00 – Cold water on my face.

5:05 – Sit at desk. No phone.

5:15 – Write. Just write.

6:30 – Walk outside. Watch the sky turn pink.

By Day 14, I had published seven stories.

I had earned $620.

And for the first time in years, I wasn’t tired at 3 p.m.

But then came Day 19.

I overslept.

Woke up at 7:42 a.m.

My heart sank.

I had failed.

I sat on the edge of my bed, head in hands.

Then I remembered something a reader commented on one of my stories:

“Progress, not perfection.”

So I didn’t quit.

I just… adjusted.

I decided:

5 a.m. on weekdays.

6 a.m. on weekends.

No shame. Just restart.

By Day 30, everything had changed.

I had written 21 stories.

They got over 68,000 reads.

I earned $3,100 — from reads, a challenge win, and tips from readers who said my morning routine inspired them.

I wasn’t just waking up early.

I was building a life.

One reader tipped me $50 and wrote:

“I started waking up at 6 a.m. because of you. Made $400 this month. Thank you.”

I printed that message and taped it above my desk.

This wasn’t about being a morning person.

It was about owning my time.

I used to think success was for people with energy, talent, or luck.

But I learned it’s for people who show up — even when they don’t want to.

Even when it’s dark.

Even when it hurts.

What time will you wake up tomorrow?

Tell me in the comments.

I’ll be up at 5 — writing, walking, winning.

Join me.

If this story lit a fire in you, tip $1.

It buys my next cup of 5 a.m. coffee.

P.S.

This entire story was written between 5:17 and 6:43 a.m.

No distractions.

No excuses.

Just me and the quiet.

Your turn.

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About the Creator

Aman Saxena

I write about personal growth and online entrepreneurship.

Explore my free tools and resources here →https://payhip.com/u1751144915461386148224

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